off the record ward

also, Satellite is one of the best child characters ever like easily one of my all-time favorites.

دروغ چرا turtles can fly رو (فیلم بهمن قبادیه btw) من دقیقا تو اوج روزای جنگ دیدم. درباره‌ی حمله‌ی آمریکا به عراق و زندگی مردم بین مرز عراق و ترکیه هست و من دیدمش که ببخشید رک می‌گم، حس کنم شرایطی بدتر از شرایط ما هم وجود داشته که بتونم با شرایط جنگ کنار بیام and it just made me cry my eyes out and want to rip my heart out of my ribcage and throw it away.

They know math and science. They have to learn how to shoot now.

Today's tiny victory: buying the complete tales and poems by Edgar Allan Poe and I'm irrationally happy about it.

It's a shame it took me until March 5 to watch Almost Famous.

I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt, you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends.

Then I felt like an adult, forced to live in the body of a child. Since, I feel like a child, privileged to live in the body of an adult. The zealot of seriousness in me, because it was already full-grown in the child, continues to think of reality as yet-to-be. Still sees a big space ahead, a far horizon. Is this the real world? I still ask myself that, forty years later ... as small children ask re-peatedly, in the course of a long, tiring journey, "Are we there yet?"

— Pilgrimage, Susan Sontag

خیلی دوست دارم درست حسابی و استتیک ژورنال کنم. بعد خوشگل بنویسم، استیکر بچسبونم و این کارا ولی ژورنالم همیشه انگار یکی چاقو زده به سرم، مغزمو پخش کرده روش.

also catherine deneuve is the final boss of unattainable beauty.💗

let's say this is the cinematic equivalent of finding a pearl in your soup.

"We'll do all that is forbidden." — Donkey Skin dir. Jacques Demy

نصف بیشتر این پروپلستاین‌های پرفورمتیو هم یه کلمه راجع به بلایی که سر زنان هرات اومده حرف نزدن و همینا هم یقه ما رو می‌گیرن اگه خدایی نکرده بین توییتامون هشتگ free palestine نباشه

and as my final act of love, I'll let you go, even if I have to drag my own heart behind me and teach it how to move on.

من از همه‌ی دوستام معذرت می‌خوام بابت این چند روز.

like bro you jealous of me fangirling?

so life actually gets better when a grown man with the emotional maturity of a fucking damp sock isn't buzzing around your head shitting on everything you like.

I love coming to my senses cause fuck you.