sleepless night

on a random day you'd say to yourself "stop being pathetic" and then you'll move on.

and i'm not gonna miss his old inflated ego , shallow thinking and i'm not gonna miss denying that i got my own damn reasons

he can't see the smile i'm faking and my heart's not breaking cause i'm not feeling anything at all and you were wild and crazy just so frustrating , intoxicating , complicated got away by some mistake and now i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain it's 2 am and i'm cursing your name i'm so in love that i acted insane and that's the way i loved you breaking down and coming undone it's a roller coaster kind of rush and i never knew i could feel that much and that's the way i loved you

Sleep in half the day just for old times' sake I won't ask you to wait if you don't ask me to stay

"narjis" to government "under / over" to minor "hard to sleep" to this is what it feels like "block me out" to good riddance "risk" to the secret of us "hit the wall" to daughter from hell

cause you were never mine , NEVER MIND

she wasn't smart or funny i convinced myself she was

and i hate to leave him bleeding but i know now what i'm leaving for

​لا تَترُكِينِي شَاحِبًا كَالقَمَرْ اِبقِي مَعِي ، وَاجعَلِينِي لَامِعًا كَالنُجومْ .

this isn't what you want , it's only how you feel

if you find yourself out if there is a right time chances are i'll be here we could share a lifeline if you feel like falling catch me on the way down never been less empty all i feel is free now

i hate when we fight sucks when we fight but , honestly , whatever he's just one of the boys i'll date for like a summer and i'll leave when i'm bored

i can see the end in the beginning of everything