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۲۱ سال پیش مثل امشب، ساعت ۱۲ من به دنیا اومدم. و امشب، شب تولدمه. واقعا نمیدونم باید چه احساسی داشته باشم. میدونما، ولی نمیدونم!
بقیه رو اطلاع ندارم، اما من شخصا احساسات عجیبی نسبت به شبای تولدم هرسال دارم، از نوجوونی به بعد اینجوری شدم. با وجود چیزایی مثل کیک، کادو، حتی مهمون (که زیاد برام رضایتبخش نیست چون کلا از آدمِ زیاد خوشم نمیاد) همه چی بیشتر سنگینه تا خوشحالکننده.
درواقع خیلی سنگین، خیلی خیلی زیاد. شاید بشه حتی گفت به طرز غمآوری سنگین که گاهی حتی اجازهی خوشحال بودن رو بهم نمیده...
خصوصا امسال که به نسبت پارسال کلی اتفاق افتاده، چه برای خودم چه کلا، به مراتب همه چی رو سنگینتر (سختتر؟) میکنه!
همش دارم سعی میکنم کتاب بخونم اما نمیتونم. تایم خالیم رو توی محوطهی دانشگاه نشستم و در تلاش برای تمرکز و مطالعه، اما نمیشه!
درحدی که مثلا مغزم در تلاشه تا چشمام روی خطوط کتاب متمرکز باقی بمونن اما چشمام مدام جاهای دیگه پرتن، مثلا روی مورچهای که روی زمین مقابلم داره حرکت میکنه!!
وقتی مغز درگیره و ذهن پر، همین میشه. حتی اگه چشمات هم باز باشن و بتونن ببینن، درواقع نمیبینن، تهیان، دارن افکار سرت و تصاویر ذهنت رو تداعی میکنن.
STARCROSSED — PEGGY Lydia the Bard Lovers on a hopeless chase Watch them as they race with fate A predator that's come for its prey Secret gardens tucked away Beneath the willow, they will stay Until the dawn breaks day (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah) (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah) Run away with me into the night Somewhere that they'll never find Only stars to light up the sky Run away with me tonight, my love Orion as our map above Fate's not on our side Dancing over forest floor Through valleys, meadows and the moors If we're fast enough, we'll endure Please, my lover, don't despair The gods above will hear our prayer Don't look back, we're almost there (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah) Run away with me into the night Somewhere that they'll never find Only stars to light up the sky Run away with me tonight my love Orion as our map above Fate's not on our side Darling, hear me cry Change the fates design (fate's not on our side) Run away with me into the night (darling, hear me cry) Somewhere that they'll never find (ah, oh) Run away with me tonight, my love (change the fates design) Orion as our map above (fate's not on our side) Fate's not on our side Fate's not on our side
آدم به همه چیز عادت میکند. چه موجود فرومایهای است انسان!
«جنایت و مکافات_فیودور داستایفسکی»
There are wounds that do not bleed; they simply change the way a person looks at the world.
Time and time again, I've wondered why We were far too young to say goodbye Try I try to be the man you were But days like these remind me how it hurts Take me one step closer To being the one you always said I could be Take me two steps further Show me the way, could we be made for history Day by day I fight to fill your shoes But you don't know how I look up to you Try I try to stand on my own two feet And oh I wish that you'd believe in me I can't ignore it I think I adore you What if I told you What if I did I can't ignore it I think I adore you What if I showed you I think I will Take me one step closer To being the one that you always said I could be Take me two steps further Show me the way, could we be made for history Hand on my heart, ready to start All that you are is who I hope to be Who I hope to be So fire the gun, bang on the drum I will become who I hope to be Who I hope to be Once upon a time twas you and I Trading smiles I know you saw me You saw me But then you went to school Learned the rules ain't it cruel You don't even know me, know me Anymore Take me one step closer To being the one that you always said I could be Take me two steps further Show me the way could we be made for history Take me one step closer To being the one that you always said I could be Take me two steps further Show me the way could we be made for history Hand on my heart, ready to start All that you are Is who I hope to be, who I hope to be So fire the gun, bang on the drum I will become Who I hope to be, who I hope to be Are we who we hope to be Who we hope to be
