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TFW therapist has one session with me and goes ".. let's get you started on meds next time you're here" at the end of it. Me, looking confused: "oh, don't you need more sessions for the assessment?" Therapist: "When you got in here I handed you some papers about your RAADS-R results from the intro specialist, and you folded them neatly and accurately into a 4-fold, forgot where you put them, searched for them for 10 minutes while I was talking to you causing you to ask me to repeat myself twice, then put them in your pocket for 5 min, took them out again, and form them into a little mouth to mimic what I can only guess is me. You still haven't looked me in the eyes in the hour you've been here. This leads me to believe you either can't, or you aren't able to pay attention to what I say if you aren't deliberately looking away." Therapist, after long pause of me sitting there being flustered: "... so yeah. You also destroyed a stimtoy after half an hour of the specialist you saw last week asking you the RAADS-R questions, so I'm guessing sitting still and being asked stuff is wildly impossible for you, also you DID score pretty high on that questionnaire on the inattentive part, so it's all a very rich painting of cofactors and common symptomage." Me: "I was sure I'd have to fight more to get this. oh also could you print me a new document with the diagnostic info? This one,,,,,,, broke"

everynyan, this is me, i do this, let me do this, LET ME DO THIS TO U

Im an anxious little AuDHDog c: