𝘓𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦s ☽

I know I cursed you for the longest time...

"From what abyss did you descend, your soul shattered long before the end, yet your body lingers, refusing to collapse?" _by Arista

Song:

unlovable by the smiths

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"I shrink inside myself to leave a trace that the world cannot ignore." By Arista

:))))

🤝🥂

"Love, to me, is a language spoken fluently only by those who plan to leave" By Arista

You had a home full of light. Hands held, voices steady, laughter that stayed. Your mother’s warmth wrapped around you, your father’s care was never a question. I had rooms that held only echoes, a mother I never knew, a father I learned to fear. Loneliness became my cradle, sadness my only lullaby. You reach for me, softly, urgently, wanting to give the love I never learned to take. I take it anyway, because kindness is the only skin I know, because my heart is too soft for myself, because my soul carries shadows I cannot name. I am gentle, but I cannot imagine a future. My wings fold inward, and the darkness is all I see. I envy your sunlight, and I mourn my nights. I want your warmth, but I am built from absence, and love feels like a river I can only watch from the edge. By Arista

Happy birthday to me:)🦋🪽

I don't think it needs to be alone to be(feel) lonely -fleabag