🌈⃝ ┋🩵 𝐊𝐇𝟒Ø𝐙 𝑨𝒓𝒕 𝑺𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒆 🩷 ୨୧ ... ! 【𝟏𝟔+】

Just wanna say sorry if I sound weird or rude. It will never be my intention to offend or make anyone unconfortable. I really don't know how to read tones through texts or in general and I have a hard time communicating and understanding a lot of stuff I am very paranoid and often fear people will get me wrong or feel uncomfortable talking to me for any reason I sometimes get DMs of people trying to befriend me and I'm very sorry because I often don't know how to answer or keep contact but I have no problem with that I just don't have the social skills or energy to keep up but I love making new friends\

I also tried to draw Abbadon hehe 🥺

🩵✨𝙋𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝘼𝙧𝙩✨🩷 Finished art of my OC based on the meika twins (vocaloid) I like how it turned out 🥹

Also look, I helped a man at the bus station and I got this in return I think it's really cute, I hope he's doing well

Morning people! I worked on some stuff on tuesday but yesterday I had to stay all day out due to medical appointments wa I'll post some arts for you later hehe

🩷 ✨good night✨

Yes it is to use as examples (and also to give some attention to this creature 😜)

🩵✨𝙋𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙒𝙞𝙋✨🩷 wip for myself also, I'm obsessed with this OC again, gonna try making it rendered, wish me luck! I wonder how to represent myself with my 2379829 sonas

I wish I got some big body commissions tho wa I never have examples to advertise

🩵✨𝙒𝙞𝙋𝙨✨🩷 Just some mini wips I'm working on, I like drawing chibis fufufu

✨ 𝙔𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖 sketching the next ych, I really wanted to make a custom onesie ych, what do ya'll think?

🩷✨🔠🔠🔠🔠✨🩵 Gifts for a very lovely person 🐈‍⬛

✨ Hewoo! Guess who is better wa! 😜 I wanna get back to normal now, slowly still but yeah! I have a lot of problems with emotions, depression and psychotic stuff that I'm trying to solve, Saturn is not a crazy creature for pure aesthetics lol but I'm full of energy and ready to try again I'll be starting focusing on arts I like to work more and then move into the rest of things. I also wanna sketch out some YCH ideas ye (＾ｖ＾) 

ACABOU ❤😀 Eu e @soapinkboy comemorando com o povo aqui

Foi muito bonitinho ver todo mundo vestindo vermelho hoje na rua. Até o povo que tava com camiseta do Brasil tava com adesivo do Lula. Existe um mundo 🐈‍⬛

Não fui muito ativo nesses papos políticos porque não sei falar muito sobre mas só declaro que não fecho com bolsonarista por quase ter apanhado por simplesmente temer pela minha existência e pela minha mãe quase ter morrido na pandemia Créditos da arte

I'm very tired, I really am

I feel like if I do anything other than work on arts I would be wrong and I know that this is stupid but my brain constantly spiral in a circle of guilt that is making me scared of everything I just really wish I could find a job, refund everyone and draw for fun again but my situation never allowed it, I feel like I'm always pursuing a endless goal that is so uncertain... I just wanna stop, but I can't I don't even know if my arts are worth something anymore, I don't think i'll ever be able to make enough to survive off it

I never wanted to be purely a freelancer artist, I think it's cool but I feel more and more disconnected from this type of work. I actually got into commissions due to the desperate need to get money to help and to prove I could do something other than being a burden. It helped for a while but I just hit an end. The stress that comes from it is getting more than what I can get. Don't get me wrong, I love drawing and I love making arts for people, that makes me really happy but not exactly as a job. My actual dream was to create and live off it, creating is my passion but I actually wanted to be a content creator, I want to entertain and make people happy I just don't know what to do, I feel like if I do anything else I would be wasting my time because commissions was the first thing that ever landed somewhere but I don't think i'm capable of meeting people's expectations

This is one of my new characters I got from the payment