Peace

As I stared at the ceiling, I felt like all my silence screamed out loud This time, the silence had a louder voice than ever as if it clearly showed that this is the end. The dead soul had finally let go of the body, too.

Some nights, I just sit in silence Not sad, not happy just sit.. Like the world is moving and i'm stuck somewhere in between. Thoughts come and go, like waves crashing in my mind, but i don't try to stop them anymore. I let them pass I let the echo. It's stranger how quiet can feel so loud sometimes Like the weight of everything i never said is passing on my chest But i breathe, and i remind myself im sit here. Even if i don't know where im going, even if i don't have it all figured out, that's okay. I close my eyes, and for a moment, i let it all be.

There are days when I look in the mirror and don’t recognize the person staring back Not because of change, but because of emptiness Like I’m walking through life on autopilot, feeling too much and yet nothing at all I used to know what made my heart beat faster, what made my eyes light up Now it all feels distant like a memory from a dream I can’t quite remember Maybe I’m not lost Maybe I’m just tired of pretending to be okay..

people disgust me the more they talk, the more i want silence