Mercy Shares

gunfan is making me hate life atp .... all i wanna do is just sleeep and wake up when i get healed.😅 ayo gunfan u are just too good ( too cruel :/ ) for me u deserve someone else 😭 .... someone who is stronger than me tho 😅

This Zeku's journal made me write this. As a person, whenever I wake up, I ask myself so many questions. To be honest, I still haven't figured most of them out, and I'm not even sure I've figured out who I am as a person yet. But these questions have been on my mind for the past two or three weeks... God knows how long. 1. What do I want to become? 2. What am I doing to achieve that? 3. Will what I want actually make me happy? 4. Why am I procrastinating? Is it because I'm afraid of failing, or am I just being lazy? 5. Am I living my life well? And what does "living well" even mean to me? 6. What is the one thing that keeps me motivated and helps me maintain my momentum? Have I actually figured out what it is and why it keeps me going? 7. Who am I? What do I truly like? What do I truly hate? 8. Success or survival? Which one am I really fighting for? Of course, to succeed I first have to survive but am I simply surviving, or am I intentionally living and working toward success? 9. Why is time slipping through my hands? simply why do I feel like am trapped? why do the weekdays end and the weekends slip through my eyes with out me realizing that I am not using my time, the resources that I have properly. 10. You are not fighting as one should fight. You don't have it hard but you do have it hard in your own way. You do wonder how pples get through things once upon a time with all the doubt you had in you, in life and in everything through God grace you won the things you feared so what are you fearing and why are not you believing and just cycle up through the same cycle doubt, fear and procrastination not focus, action and execute. 11. You don't have a back up but why are you living and acting as if you do? 12. What is this comfort I keep running to that keeps pulling me away from the life I want? 13. For all the failures you have experienced so far do you have the right to cry about them? 14. You say you are trying but is it enough to achieve what you want in life? 15. Complacency, avoidance, self sabotage or laziness which one am I experiencing? 16. At such a young age, why do I find myself walking toward giving up? An investor who put all of his savings into a business and lost everything still searches for a way to begin again. A farmer whose entire harvest was destroyed still prepares the land and plants another season. A mother who lost her child in war somehow finds the strength to wake up the next morning. A man who has gone completely blind learns to live in a world he can no longer see. Children who watch their father beg just so they can eat still dream of a better tomorrow. None of those stories erase their pain, and I can't pretend to understand what they carry. But when I think of people who keep moving despite unimaginable hardship, I have to ask myself: What am I so afraid of? Why do I keep letting fear, doubt, comfort and discomfort stop me? Why don't I keep showing up, even when it's hard? Nf (my beloved nf ☺️) said in one of his song " who I want to be and who I am couldn't connect .... why? " ...... I really think it the same way and ask why couldn't they connect? I for sure know one thing which is ...... I hate failure. The thing I fear most isn't failing at exams or a projects. It's failing as a person. Failing as a sister. Failing as a daughter. Failing as a friend. Failing as a citizen And Failing as a Christian not because I think I have to be perfect, but because I genuinely want to live properly ( this one life that I have and that Jesus Christ crucified for ) .... but why am I walking towards that? .... why am I? #just_a_thought@theJourneyy101

Ow my dear life, whatever shall i do with you? How does one burn lightly without exploding? How does one walk without hasting? How does one live moderately? Why is it that I only know to harbor on the extremes? What is it like to live properly? What is it like to know when to say enough? Ow my dear how much I love and hate you. Too much that I don't know how to control myself with you. Either I am too immersed or too detached. Am I yours or you mine? Am I passing through you or you through me? Every dog has it's day, my time shall come. #notes

take goood care of ur phones u guys 😐

Well, well... yesterday my phone screen decided it had enough while I was at ደጀ ሰላም. It had been showing that rainbow thingy on one side for a while, but yesterday it just went completely black. No light... no nothing. 😐 So I might not be able to post for a while... yeahhhh. (No Telegram, no TikTok, and my unlimited data expires in four days.) 😅 I might neeed peoples prayers morethan ever ig 😂 #random@theJourneyy101

Me after hearing its ሐምሌ 26 after acting and chilling as if I was in ሰኔ and on top of that realizing only 4 days for ነሀሴ to get here 😐 ..... still witth the mindset of ሰኔ when in fact after 39 days ethiopian new yearr will be here. #random@theJourneyy101

The mezmur that have been staying in my mind rent free goes like this ምድረ በዳው ደስ ይለዋል እግዚአብሔር ይሰራዋል ባዶ ብሆን በአንተ ፊት ሰተኸኛል ሰገነት የልቤን ሁሉ የውስጤን ሁሉ የመረመርከው በማዕበሉ የቀና መንገድ ያሳየኸኝ አምላኬ ሁሌም ክበርልኝ እጄን ይዞ መርቶኛል፣ ስወድቅ ቀና አድርጎኛል፣ ለሰው ከተደበቀው ህመሜ ፈውሶኛል ፣ የልቤን ሳልነግረው ያቅልኛል፣ ብዙ ያልተገባኝ ነገር እንዲገባኝ የሆነው በመድኃኒዓለም ነው ቸርነቱ ከመብዛቱ የተነሳ ጌታ ሚያዳላልኝ እስኪመስለኝ ( till I feel like am his favorite child ) ነው ሚሰማኝ። ጉልበቴ ፣ መድኃኒቴ ፣ ወዳጄ፣ ዋሴ፣ ጠበቃዬ ፣ ሁለመናዬ ፣ መሸሸጊያዬ ኢየሱስ ፍቅሩን በቅጡ ያልተረዳውት ኢየሱስ የሞተልኝ ኢየሱስ ። ነግቶ ፀሀዪቷን ማየቴ ከብዙዎቹ አንዱ እግዚአብሔርን ማመስገኛ ምክንያቴ ነው እውነትም ለእግዚአብሔር ምስጋና አያልቅበትም። ሰንበት ነው ወደ እግዚአብሔር ቤት፤ ደጀ ሰላሙ እንሂድ 🙌። ሰናይ ሰንበት ሸጋ ሰዎች 💜 #morning@theJourneyy101

Hey, Shega peoples! 💜 I'm sure most of you know lo-fi music so if you are having a hard time finding the best, lengthy classical music to listen to while studying or coding. I found this cool classic which have some jazz touches it will help you get in to focused mode check it here. I have been listening to it and its goooood. #music@theJourneyy101

monthly recap am still alive 🤕

Me after doing smthg that I shouldn't. Me after failing to cross out that same task over and over again for consecutive days. Me after missing my class after saying 5 more minutes and waking up 3 hrs or so later. Me after giving the best advice and unable to follow it myself. Me after promising me this day will be goated and bed rotting the whole day( results back pain, migraine and a lotta shits 😭).

sometimes u just gotta make this face nd move on with life‼

Staying at home and looking homeless and ቡትቶing have direct relationship I guess. U willl loook broke 🚶‍♀‍➡️in addition to the fact that u are broke 😭. Toooo broke to look classy, beweatifull and pretty at home mtssm. #just_a_thought@theJourneyy101

I used to write like this .... I think i wrote this after highschool .... pour my heart to my writings found it in my gallery 😁 How are my shega pples holding up .... I hope you all are doing good and working up towards your goal ...... be gentle with urself at the end of the day .... ከፈጣሪ ቀጥሎ ከአጠገባችሁ ምታገኙት is YOU, yourself ❤️ Don't be bitter to urself ( found me being annoyed at herself thats why I wanted to say this so if any of u have been doing the same ) 🤷‍♀

Today It has been so lonng እንዲህ እልል ያለ ዝናብ ካየው ☺️ እልል ያለ በረዶ ያዘለ ዝናብ 😅 I know this will be so random (thats why it has random tag 😁) but ድሮ ድሮ I excitedly waited for rain bcz I will just randomly go like ኡኡኡ ኣኣኣኣ bcz its raining and no one could hear me screaming you know እንኳን የኔን ጩኸት pples sitting beside eachother will have a hard time talking ... yeahhh it always felt relieving ( the screaming) now I don't wait for the rain to scream ( purpose: I genuinely think it ease stress ). I just do the followings 1. Sigh and do my things and go with my life. 2. Just sit and tell my father abt things ... ስለማልሰለቸው እኔ ልጁ 🥹 3. Scream inside my head 😁 cuz I don't have to care for anyone and its free 🤷‍♀. 4. Just sit, simply breath and think till I get tired. #random@theJourneyy101

Gooooood morning beautiful people. Accept what is, let go of what was, have faith in what will be. Have a blessed week ✨

How to Get Through Things 101 When you feel sad. When you feel bored. When you feel tired. When you're going through a breakup. The key is to eat. 😁🍕🍟🍜 (Disclaimer: It won't solve everything, but at least you'll be full 🤷‍♀.) #random@theJourneyy101

No one: How serious are you on sleep? smtimes I rlly go out just to look for pajamas not just any pajamas but the comfy and the cute ones 😐😐. I am just broke to buy em enji 😁. Conclusion I love sleeping and looking at clothes that I can't afford 🤷‍♀ #random@theJourneyy101

Hey ሸጋ pples Just wanted to say hi nothing more 😁 btw the admins are doing hellla good like ❤️❤️ so have a noice time with them 😅. Gonna officially be back on monday ig 🚶‍♀‍➡️🚶‍♀‍➡️ ( acting like some celebrity mtssm i rlly need a job 😭 ) ሰናይ ሰንበት ሸጋ ሰዎች 🙌🙌🙌

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Did you guys vote with your alt accounts too or sumth😂 Anyways, that's it keep'em coming on the previous questions tho😁I wanna see y'alls answers #zzy_spamming@theJourneyy101