Life With Rishav

हद-ए-शहर से निकली तो गाँव गाँव चली, कुछ यादें मेरे संग पाँव पाँव चली। सफ़र जो धूप का किया तो तजुर्बा हुआ, वो ज़िन्दगी ही क्या जो छांव-छांव चली।।

जिंदगी में कई सवाल खड़े हो गए, सोचता हूं हम क्यों बड़े हो गए।

The older I get the more I appreciate all that my mom doing it for me.

I have changed from A+ student to "Bus Pass Ho Jau Kafi Hai" and it hurts sometimes.

I don't know how people chill at home wearing jeans, I can't even think about it.

In my dream, I spend a day with my off-road bike, exploring new trails and vistas. The bike purrs beneath me as I conquer steep hills and descend rocky paths. I ride for hours, pushing the limits of the bike and my own abilities,feeling the wind in my hair and the thrill of adventure. I encounter new landscapes and natural wonders, stopping to snap photos and bask in the beauty of nature. The day feels endless, and I am lost in the moment, living fully and without any constraints or worries. As the sun sets over the horizon, I realize that I have created priceless memories that will stay with me forever.

Yes, I'm an introvert. I'm the kind of person who is quiet in a large group or in public. I love to think rather than talk. You only see the real me if we're close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most appropriate times. I'm awkward,clumsy, shy and strange, but this is me. Take it or leave it. I'm typically sensitive to noise yet I enjoy being alone. I hate telling people about my problems, they don't need to worry about me. I'm the one who listens to other people's problems. Don't scold me in public and embarrass me in public. Respect what I reserved and if I open my self to you, know that means you are very special to me.

I won't ever be ashamed to admit that I'm still working on my grammar. Some of my paragraphs are repetitive. My choice of words are somehow the same. I am not fond of constructing such deep and flowery sentences. I still lack knowledge on some words. I often ask other people's opinions about a certain topic. I still google some phrases I don't understand. I accept constructive criticisms in order for me to improve and do better. I am making sure to simply convey my thoughts so that everyone can clearly comprehend my point.These are some things one should never be ashamed of. There really is no shame in educating yourself.

never ever put me in a position where i gotta show you how cruel and ruthless i can be. don't test my patience because i might be the kindest and sweetest person that you've ever met but once i reach my limit, you'll see me do the things that no one thought i'm capable of doing.

people don't excite me anymore. if no one talks to me, it's alright. if someone hates me, that's fine. i do not have enough energy to argue and give time to certain person who doesn't have anything good to do with my state of growing. if i needed to be alone, i'll go with it. maybe, at some point, i only knew and already accepted the fact that not everyone and everything will last and stay long in one's life.

I don't want to claim myself as a mature person just because i have this character development. i won't deny that there are still parts of me that are immature and childish but i can say that i improved a lot from who i was before.

When you do something noble and beautiful and nobody noticed, do not be sad. For the sun every morning is a beautiful spectacle and yet most of the audience still sleeps.

We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery, we need humanity more than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost.

Psychology says, forgiving people in silence and never speaking to them again is a form of self care.

honestly, i'm more attracted to someone who has a good sense of humor,loud, funny, but can think maturely about serious matters, someone who's really caring and sweet and lastly someone who is able to accept the whole me without even trying.

I don't know why but I love seeing girls being confident with themselves,admitting that they're pretty and doesn't care about the judgement of others. I was just like, "Go girl! That's the spirit. You got it right. Please continue to love yourself keep slayin, you're doing great"

Having a battle with this life is so tiring; I'm nearly on the verge of surrendering. Please bring me back to those times where the only battle that I fought for is to someone who ate the choco and creams that I had put in our fridge.

Don't underestimate me because I'm quiet. I know more than I say, think more than I speak and observe more than you know.

Don't hesitate to avoid or disassociate yourself from people who can poison your future. People who want to manipulate you. They deserve to be distanced.

I missed the days when I was innocent, just like the bud of flowers. All I knew was that I have my own world, and can enjoy my time without hesitation.