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and I'm pretty sure he died burdened by the guilt of it.

and in his final moments he was almost certainly thinking that his mother would not only have to endure the pain of losing him, but also the pain of losing his brothers.

jace probably died believing he had failed to save his brothers (book)

the way they played the role genuinely moved me emotionally like they perfectly conveyed the depth of grief and emotion.

I mean Emma played the role so well that I've been crying since this morning as if they were real people.

THAT WAS HER FIRST BABY.

they were her sweet boys.

"Brave they were, and dead they are, the both of them. My sweet boys."

that was her first baby the one she grew up with .

four men in uniform to carry home my little soldier .