اگزیستانسیال

idk how much more hatred can I gather in my chest for this life anymore.

I can't stop what you began, can't fight for what you began. I know what's in sight, I know your fate, I know I can't stop what you began.

2:16 switch on your game, stop wasting all your time. cause surprise, it's you. who'll face what you decide? well, I think I'd have known about you.

توانِ بحث کردن با آدمیزاد جماعت را ندارم.

saying it okay instead of slitting my throat in front of them.

no don't worry it's ok. (I'll think about it to the last stage of losing my absolute shit from this miserable life)

I always panic when people ask me what I like to do for fun cuz literally I just stay home, eat like a rat, have a 22 hour screentime on tiktok and go rotting on my phone.

I need an end. it doesn't matter for what, I just need to feel the ending of something.

it feels so wrong to rot in my bed when technically it should happen in my grave when I'm 6ft underground.

I have no right to be a part of this existence, I'm just a pure little creature that came to this world by accident.

2:29 I'm in a constant and sharp pain, there's no one for someone like me.

what I love the most from being an adult is the fact that the end is near. I almost gonna die soon or later anyway.

sometimes all you need to do is to pull the trigger.