اگزیستانسیال

for a human being, killing is the most natural thing in the world. either others or yourself. we were created for it.

it's not your fault tho, we're humans. we were designed to be like this.

"to left everything behind and start over" actually i would just left. without a single trace.

i simply despise any humanity activities.

i wish i could left the human interaction behind and socialize with a cat instead.

you would be amazed about how quickly i can disappear.

1:26 been crushed, been fucked, been used, new man born from all of this. saw it coming for a long time. punishing me no more.

RELEASE ME FROM THIS FUCKASS COUNTRY.

"Are you okay?" no I want to leave this country and start a new life.

i tried to escape from it, but i failed. too many times actually. it's like a never ending cycle of existential crisis.

it may make me look insane, but unfortunately or not, this is what i am.

i never tried to fully explain how i feel since i knew i'd get executed for it or sent to a mental hospital for it.

it doesn't matter what it would cost, the matter is to feel. rather alive or dead. just to feel something.

everytime i finally get close to explaining it, i realise i don't even feel that way anymore.

and i can feel my influence dpreading out around me and living on my guilt. and i can feel how real it is saying, “we don’t know anything”.