اگزیستانسیال

if you ever doubt that you're an unlucky person, always remember there were 1 in millions possibilities for you to not be here and reading this shit.

I wish I could tell to some ppl that you were supposed to be buried underground for centuries, why tf you're still alive bro.

some old ppl make me wanna help them not get older anymore.

"when I was your age I had kids" well good for you cuz I'm gonna kms in front of you.

i wish i could say "????????????????" in real life. it would be very useful.

4:13 I'm hungry, but I'm losing taste. let me turn my back on home, seeking love without boundaries. you ate my heart out, I am stone.

2:23 the world drained me of kindness. drift words can only mean as much. I was nothing, I didn't matter.

your damaged skin on top of mine, I buried the mind that clenched too tight. teach me the comfort of denial.

دیگه از چشم‌هام هم نمیتونی حرفم رو بفهمی، باید بشینی کالبدشکافیم کنی. چمیدونم مثلا شاید از توی ریه‌ی سمت چپم یه چیزی فهمیدی.

از آدم‌هایی که همیشه حرفی برای زدن دارن متنفرم. عزیزم گاهی اوقات باید لال بود. لال شو.

idk might fuck around and stop this whole life's going process by attempting with my personal will.

it's just so pointless. all these days and our lives passes doing literally nothing but getting worse every day.

I spend my days like they're dirty cash and buying stupid stuff with it that I throw them in my closet.

2:48 in the famine asylum, disordered and delusional. onward into lights graveyard, to our makers no longer with us.