اگزیستانسیال

7:18 i'll be nothing but another life gone to waste.

6:46 the taste of bile rises in my throat but underneat, a strange calmness settles with the last pill. my hands shaking and i accept my final breath. now just another life, gone to waste.

5:19 this cold floor, the last thing i'll feel. this bitter regret, the last thing i'll hold, the last thing i'll feel.

3:54 this room, these walls, they shrink, they press. suffocating me with the weight of what i haven’t done. my lungs burn. not with life, but with the poison. suffocating me with the weight of what i haven’t done.

1:54 the edge beckon. a cold embrace, a final escape from this suffocating failure. no salvation waits, only oblivion, and even that feels like mercy.

being alive is so sober coded, I need to be drunk or high to pass it.

like you may see me and talk to me, but I've already murdered you and myself in my head and I have no idea wtf are you talking about.

I do exist in human functions and have connections with them, but from the bottom of my heart I wanna kill myself in front of them.

mfs really out here unable to function without constant pressure and a lowkey urge to die

I wanna be a jellyfish. no heart, no brain, no feelings, no pain. just blub blub blub.

2:08 it's as bad as it seems. I'm losing sleep over the screams. I'm away for it all. god help me.

1:27 I never wanted anything more than a room. some place to lay my head, a place where I'd have you.

I wanna leave it behind. stained carpets and all the things we hide, I'm gone for it all, in my mind.