Manic.

Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell A lot of people know me, but they don't know me well

I know I like to preach to always be yourself But my emotions make me feel like I am someone else Me and pride had made a pact that we don't need no help Which feels like I'm at war inside myself but I forgot the shells

When they talk about the greatest, they gon' probably never put us in the conversation

Nothin' to me's ever good enough I could be workin' for twenty-four hours a day and think I never did enough My life is a movie but there ain't no tellin' what you're gonna see in my cinema I wanna be great but I get it in the way of myself And I think about everything that I could never be Why do I do it though?

Stop baba bf is singing

I'm a busy person, got no time for lies, one of a kind They don't see it, I pull out they eyes, I'm on the rise I've been doin' this for most my life with no advice Take my chances, I just roll the dice, do what I like As a kid, I was afraid of heights, put that aside Now I'm here and they look so surprised, well so am I

Smile for a moment then these questions startin' to fill my head, not again I push away the people that I love the most, why? I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable, why? That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable, why? Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive until I die, this isn't Nate's flow

What's your definition of success? I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head. I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect, why? Don't think I deserve it? You get no respect

I am not gonna stand aside and watch you attempt to rob and steal and sabotage What little faith I have left, haven't I sacrificed enough for you?

Been in your shoes, don't be a fool and try to convince me that I'm the real issue, when you're the root to every problem

There's happiness on the horizon I'm hopeful I can see the light, I've hesitated all my life but I'm all done

I always find a way to find the bad in good situations, it’s sad huh?

Got my state of mind, walkin' on that gray line hopin' that my stress dies It's like I hate it but I love it at the same time. Pressure pushin' me from all sides Insecurities of all kinds, yeah I'm a hostage to my own pride Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy

Got my state of mind, walkin' on that gray line Hopin' that my stress dies It's like I hate it but I love it at the same time. Pressure pushin' me from all sides Insecurities of all kinds, yeah I'm a hostage to my own pride Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy

Bro is getting dangerous for me

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How tall are you?

Madarjende I’ll rape your soul soon or later

Yet I’m scared to trust anyone else, just because I decided to trust you one day.