Manic.

I’m gonna celebrate every single day of Moharam

And hurting you was not a part of my plan or my intentions But I was immature, I guess I had to learn some lessons We grew apart and our lives went in different directions, and there's a lot of responsibilities that I neglected I had a lot that was bottled inside, couldn't express it

And this pain won't leave, I can feel the depression It's taking over my body, feels like I'm always stressing Doctor told me I should sleep, but I'm always restless

I lay awake at night and think, my thoughts are relentless I need a moment to breathe, I need a moment to vent this I seem to be the only person that I play pretend with And when I turn the music off, what am I really left with huh?

Apologies don't mean a thing if you don't ever fix it I love what I do but it's not what I expected This industry is not your friend, well it's my perspective Sometimes the closest people to you make you feel protected, but those are the same people that hurt you most and leave you guessing Some people say nobody's perfect but expect perfection How you supposed to find the answer if you don't ask the question? Sometimes I look into the mirror and talk to my reflection When I go home and turn the music off, what am I left with?

I just feel offended, I just feel defensive Why don't you accept me? I just need acceptance Time is of the essence, don't like how we spend it You just want perfection, I need you to let me Let me go

They don't want me happy, they don't want me fixed They don't want me better, they just want me broke Talk but never listen, at least I admit it Blackout all my vision, watching me diminish That's my favorite past time, I know nothing different Tell me something different, I don't see the difference

Everybody has a dark side I feel embarrassed when they see mine Rain falling from my dark skies Clouds parting, but it's all lies Shouldn't I see the sunshine now? Wonder how I look in God's eyes Am I a good person or a lost one? Will this feel worth it when I'm all done? Will I feel ashamed of like who I was? With the pain vanish or will more come? Will I stay numb or regain love? Maybe someday have a taste of freedom? Will I take the poison out of my blood? Or just leave it there inside of my lungs?

راجب دوست دختر من درست حرف بزنین ایشون مال منه

هرکی اینارو گفته راست گفته🤣🤣

طهلیل

وای ریدم

یبار گفتی بایسکشوالی ولی صد لزبینی و یکم از مردا متنفری 🫪🫪🫪

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اره واقعا وایب مامی میدی مامی تاپ یکم بی دی اس ام و وایب وای تو ارکین رنگ بنفش داری و مشکی وایب اهنگ های نیبرهودز میدی تقرییا خنک و یکم تند

Did you seriously call me mommy

زندگی

کی یا چی ناراحتت کرده مامی

خوب به نظر میام؟

خوبی

Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell A lot of people know me, but they don't know me well