❀✾Confessions 2.0❁❃

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I asked yesterday if we'd still be in touch if we went apart, and you replied we might not, and it was in my mind... I was heart broken is an understatement. I gathered my courage, breaking my heart to start the conversation about breaking up, but I couldn't do it. And you avoided the breakup conversation cuz you don't wanna do it too. What should we do? It's getting too hard, cuz day by day, we're falling more in love. Baby, next month is our first anniversary. Many beautiful memories. I made a cute gift for you which I've been working on for months... I thought we had time to celebrate, but I don't think we do, cuz the more closer we grow, the harder it becomes... If only there was a parallel universe where we could be together, where there would be no society and rules and caste and rights and wrongs... "Away…… beyond all concepts of right doing and wrong doing there is a field. I'll meet you there" My mind is at war... Should I break up early to maybe reduce the heartbreak... Or fall more and more, and make all the heartbreak and suffering worth it? I don't know. But one thing I know for sure. I love you, K. Admin, kindly leave the comment section open cuz I kinda need suggestions about what I should do... ✨✨✨ #0482

⭐️⭐️⭐️ A letter to K, P. S. It's gonna be long, cuz it's our story I don't know how to begin. Let me begin by how I felt when we first met. I swiped you right when I was broken, lost my faith in love. Your beard looked like his. But unlike him, you had an open smile. And the moment we started talking, I knew you were different. We talked, shared basic things we were doing. Flirted. I thought I'm getting maybe a friend for a while cuz honestly most online friendships doesn't last long. But I never thought things would turn out this way. I liked our talks. Our bond. And slowly I was looking forward for night so that I could talk with you. Months after, our first meeting, it was very unplanned... I was in your town and We were going to meet next day but you couldn't wait. You came to my building straight up from work. In my nightsuit, and a lot of shyness, I met you. Oh god, I was blushing too much! And the next few days, well, our official first dates, they were epic. And i still thought it wasn't going where it is now. You travels hours and hours to meet me, our late night conversations which we managed, with you and your work, and me with my strict parents, giving each other little surprises, we were getting attached to each other. You were telling your friends about me, and i was happier. And then the reality hits. You opening up about your family, about how we can't have future together, owing to circumstances, it was a barrier we can't cross. And here my parents looking for a groom for me, and me not accepting the proposals due to various reasons, things were getting tough for me. You have more time. I don't. And yet, we were falling more and more. We should have been careful, but we didn't want to. And the moment you confessed you're in love with me, I was the happiest girl and the most broken girl at the same time. I smiled with you, while I cried whole night that day, thinking how unlucky I was. You said you wanted to hug and wanted the whole world to know that you love me. I can't describe how I felt. Sukoon❤ and Dard💔 We belong together, but we can't. I don't blame your parents, in fact how much you respect them is what I love the most about you. Unfortunately it'll also be the end of us. The last few months have been tough. Many of our plans to meet were getting cancelled due to one or the other reason. Our Surat date we're supposed to go together, I traveled alone, with you constantly on video call with me, deciding things to order together, trying on clothes and showing to you, it was a virtual date. Your most anticipated dream of us watching Rockstar together in that theatre in Surat was unfulfilled. I couldn't go alone. I know I want to watch it with you, however long it takes. I almost thought it's the sign... Destiny's saying something... That our time together is ending and we should be prepared... Thank you for being such an understanding boyfriend... Boyfriend seems immature... You're much much more than that amature term. You were so patient and reassuring when I was insecure or overthinking. You never got angry when I called you in the middle of the night. You were so apologetic for little silly mistakes you made... You were loyal, listening, understanding, funny, sexy, beautiful, everything someone could ask for... Which is what makes it so hard to break up with you. Times like these I hate long distance, when all I want to do is hug you and cry out loud and fall asleep. Or just feel your touch the way man touches his lover. I still remember our moment... the way your hands traveled around me, holding me, touching me, your lips against mine, traveling to my neck, how I wanted to pull you tighter, how intimate and passionate we both were. I still sometimes hold my blanket, closingmt eyes, reliving those moments... How much I miss you...

⭐️⭐️⭐️ A letter to Dev I don't know where to start from. You were always like a fresh vibe for me, like a garden. Most importantly, I felt safe when I knew you were with me. I always felt that you would protect me from abusers and always stand up for me. Why was I in such a delusion? The day I saw you ignoring me &  being friendly with someone who bullied me , i was shattered. I felt like I hit my head in a rock or something. Since that day you were never the same. How did you befriend that girl who trolled me so much? How? You never liked me I guess. Oh my god that time, when we used to talk to each other whole night, send voice notes and crave for each other ...I used to be so so happy just with your presence in my life. I used to feel like it's spring season and fragrance  of beautiful flowers is all in the air. YOU were that fragrance. I liked you because you never wanted attention from others, you never simped on girls but alas ! that was all a bluff. When I saw you doing exactly these things, I felt so frustrated, not because u simped on someone other than me but the image of you in my mind just got destroyed. You are someone who is hard for me to forget, but I don't like you anymore. Your name is spark of negativity in my life now instead of light. I know you have forgotten me completely, and I am okay with it. I wish we never ever talk again. ✨✨✨ #0481

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Hi, i want a suggestion. Someone made a channel and is posting my pics there which i put as my pfp earlier. Half of my face is visible in those pics. I have full face photos of that person directly from instagram. Should i do the same with them? She is a girl, my ethics are putting me in a dilemma. ✨✨✨ #0480

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I had sex with this neighbor she has two kids several times we fucked, before f---ing we agreed it was a sex thing only but after each ---- she came with these stories about how she was looking for a person like me  honestly I'm not into her at all It's just I had stayed long without having had sex and I was very rusty and every boy in the community wanted some from her so I took my chances and ha! It happened now I'm not speaking to her bcoz with her crazy talks about someone like me and if I remember well when she had no kids she never talked to me like never even with one kid it was like I'm no one now All over sudden they are into me...hell no I walked never to look back I don't want to be a will Smith because if these person loved me from the word go she would have said so. It's desperation talking I think so did I do the right thing? ✨✨✨ #0479

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Hi im now 42 m Aus I want to confess my dirty secret, I was young 13y and my cousin she was 14y we both took each other's virginity. We remained secret lustful lovers each time we seen each other. We still secretly fuck each other now..so secretive and hot we love it Anon ✨✨✨ #0478

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Hiii, please open the comments. I want suggestions. There was someone I met online few months back. I got attached to them completely. We even had a situationship kind of thing in between. I was dead serious for them. My feelings weren't just for time pass. However, before we could come into a relationship, they ghosted me. They blocked me from everywhere. I begged to them. I pleaded them to stay in my life, told a common friend to give my message to them but they did not agree to stay in touch with me. I did not message them since then. I deleted my account and made a new one, the blocked it as well. Recently, I got to know that they were a part of the circle which trolled me here in the past. I felt deeply hurt. I even believe that they must have trolled me with a fake identity. I long for revenge every day. I want to shout, curse them. I know revenge in not the solution but idk how will i move on...everyday i just wish to recieve their message so that I can dump all my anger to them and block them forever. Please suggest me what to do in this situation 🙏 ✨✨✨ #0477