𝚂𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗シ😢🖤

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I told ya'll a time is gonna come I'll be different. You won't be able to recognize the person that I have become . So much pain and bitterness brought me here. I guess I was a fool to have open up again I guess i was a fool to have thought she was mine. I guess i was a fool to have thought this time we was gonna be forever I was so blind i couldn't see she was too busy loving someone else. Tf...I got played again. Tears roll down my eyes as I read our messages. You've finally pushed me over the edge. All I wonna do now is hurt you twice as much. I hate everything i once loved Above all I hate the fact that a piece of me still loves you and wants you back. @upsandowns 🖤🥀💔 @Oreokrusher

I lose myself in it🖤🥀💔

It is so damn funny how people can just look at my physical appearance and think that I'm okay, that I've got it all, that I never had to beg for anything or I never had to struggle for anything in life. Don't Judge me!!! Please!!!! I'm not happy, I've been hurt, used, dumped , dissed, underrated, abused, accused, abandoned, detested and beaten. Don't let my appearance deceive you...I'm BROKEN. I'm not the same person that I was 3 years ago. I've been through hell. I don't even know who tf I am now cause I've had to bottle a lot of shit up to get here. I'm fucking messed up in the head. I don't see me in the mirror, No...I just see my past, my pain, my sacrifices and my failures. LETS NOT JUDGE PEOPLE ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT SEEM WELL TO DO. @upsandowns 🖤🥀💔

You ever lay in bed at night and think how not so okay you are??? Yeah, that's me right now 🥀 @upsandowns 🖤🥀💔

I tripped and fell in the bathroom this evening and I cut deep myself but the pain was nothing compared to the pain I go through mentally, like tf I've been through so much mental and emotional pain to the extent that the physical is nothing to me. @upsandowns 🖤🥀💔

@laacreme 🤧🤧