𝖫𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝖳𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍"ᴶᴰ ᶠᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ ˀ " 'ʳᵉˢᵗ'◞𝆊𖥧

maybe some smiles come at a cost, even though happiness is something everyone deserves? =)))))))) i hope i get left behind too, if everyone is going to forget someday, if they’re all going to move on and forget, while i’m the only one who still remembers, the only one who’s still here, holding on. me too. me too. ))) i hope they get to feel just as okay as they’ve spent all this time trying to make everyone else feel. ))))))))

having to pretend that everything is fine, that everything is normal, that nothing ever happened, while they don’t even know which way to turn anymore, how much harder they have to fight just to keep going. and it feels like an absolute dead end. the days that once gave us the most eternal moments have suddenly become nothing but memories. but does that mean they’ll never happen again? that those moments we thought would last forever are gone for good? when their ending wasn’t even something they chose for themselves? so much has happened, and everything is still going on, life keeps moving as if it’s all normal, but why does it feel like i’m the only one who’s been trapped in that moment forever؟