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@Xbraid Back then, we broke up because I suddenly felt bored and told you I had lost the spark. But honestly, I never meant for that to be the end of us. I was just going through something I didn't really understand myself, and I stupidly thought we'd find our way back to each other like we always did. I acted like I could leave whenever I wanted, without ever considering that you might actually take me seriously this time. If I had known that would be the last time I had you, I would've treated you so much better. I would've been more patient, more careful with my words, and less careless with something I actually didn't want to lose. That's probably what hurts the most. I ended something I still wanted, simply because I was too sure I'd always have another chance. Sorry.

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Kamu terlalu tongkrongan buat aku yang se-princess ini.

@heartofawomen Do you remember when your friends used to call me a "princess wannabe" or say I was too high-maintenance? I know it was probably just a joke, but I remember feeling a little out of place. I really did try to understand your circle and fit in, I just needed time. I grew up pretty sheltered, mostly at home, with almost everything taken care of for me, so of course there were things I was awkward about. Even the way I talked could come off as too stiff or distant because I grew up in a pretty formal environment. I don't think either of us was entirely wrong, we just came from very different worlds and sometimes struggled to understand each other. We both tried in our own ways, but it wasn't always enough to bridge the gap between us. In the end, I think we were just different in ways that made loving each other harder than it should've been.

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I want go back to yesterday.

@jiiungian Thinking about you still hurts. Back then, we were happy, and honestly, there was nothing wrong with us. When I decided to leave the city to chase my dreams, you told me we could make long distance work. You were willing to try, but I was the one who refused. I was so convinced that I had to leave everything behind to build the future I wanted, without realizing that maybe you didn't have to be one of the things I lost along the way. You became my biggest regret. Sometimes I still wonder what would've happened if I had just said yes that day, if I had been willing to try instead of assuming the distance would ruin us anyway. Maybe we could've made it. And that's the part that hurts the most. I'll never know, because I was the one who chose not to find out.

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@jgabrik Honestly, when I think about us, it kinda feels like it never happened. We didn't even last a month. We broke up simply because we didn't really feel like a couple in the first place. Our interactions were just... not very couple-like, and we were both busy with our own lives. We could go days without talking and still be completely fine, which probably says enough. I don't even know why we decided to try back then. Maybe we were just two weird teenagers who wanted to know what it was like to be in a relationship, so we gave it a shot. It didn't work, and after that, we just went back to being friends like nothing ever happened. Looking back, I don't think either of us was really meant to be in love with the other that way. We were probably just meant to be friends.

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@chocijiwoo I was the one who had to let us go. You loved me deeply, but sometimes your love became something I didn't know how to carry. You were too attached and possessive, and I know it came from how much you cared about me, but it slowly made me feel like your world had to revolve around me. Meanwhile, I was busy with my education and everything else going on in my life, and I couldn't always give you the attention you needed. I always tried to treat you well, but somehow I still ended up feeling like a partner you could never fully trust. Maybe I should've communicated my feelings better instead of letting things reach that point. But I also think we both needed to step away and learn how to live our own lives again. Maybe we simply weren't meant to hold onto each other at that point in our lives, and letting go was the only way we could both move forward.

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@oddityc I still remember how you told me you needed me the most, yet whenever you found a new circle, it felt like I became someone you could easily be distant from. You told me you were overwhelmed, so I tried to give you the space you needed. But then I saw you being perfectly fine, laughing and interacting with your circle, and I couldn't help but wonder, were you only overwhelmed when it came to me? I know I wasn't easy to deal with either. I was too harsh and too controlling back then, and I know that pushed things even further. But honestly, I think we both needed to be single at that point, to breathe, have fun, and find our own way without having to carry the weight of a relationship we weren't ready to maintain. So we ended things, because at that time, we were both better off walking our own paths.