Sage (t1/2)

قبل كم يوم صفيت القناة من الحسابات المعطلة والسبز اللي حساباتهم نقاط ويمكن شلت كم واحد بالغلط I think the owner of no protection needed as well So excuse me it was by mistake

Im stopping one of three, im staying on Concentia and lamictal The effexor isn’t really working anymore it hasnt for a few months now

- الرساله ؛ i been doing this for 3y now and its simply u can’t stop it if u stopped it ? U will fail in life, there’s no option either u win or u win.

I have been doing nothing but working and sleeping for the past week I hate what i see in the mirror and i hate seeing the occasional reflection of my eyes in my glasses I wish i can find a way to stop this self sabotage and abuse, my body is full of scars and my soul is thinning to non existence

yesterday one patient told me she just started Zoloft and she was very concerned about the long term side effects of the medication and she said she obsesses over it I told her that its fine and its one of the safest medication for mental disorders and i felt i had to make a comparison so i told her that im on 3 medications and one of them has a side effect of “sudden death” I felt like shit after because i felt that i made it a competition when i intended to just show her that im taking all of these for years and im fine so she doesn’t worry as much about her medication But it worked and she felt a lot better

Three more days

I’m stopping one of my medications that i have been on for almost 2 years and im concerned about the withdrawal symptoms Its an extended release formulation so i cant really taper it i have to just go cold turkey

I’ve been feeling very heavy lately

yknow sometimes i cant blame women for saying all men are assholes and emotionly dumb cuz my god what the actual fuck is this

:/

I might disappear for a few days