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I know that we hurting each other I get it, but I still don't want you to leave And I'm tryna be perfect for you, but it seems like that's pushing you farther from me And the fact that you walking away like it's nothing is making it hard to believe Messages hard to receive, it's making it harder to breathe I don't even know how to grieve 'Cause I still don't want you to go bae, no But I know that it's killing you to stay, oh, oh Don't want you to go, but I won't beg for you stay Wanna say what's on my mind, but then my heart get in the way And if I had a chance, I don't think I'd take it back 'Cause the days I spent with you might be the best I've ever had Uh, I just really want your love I don't wanna give you up I know that I said I was tired

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo!) I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die