Mercy Shares

So if You have either a question, suggestion or anything you can keep em coming and I will try to answer them here so It will be open till I come back .... till my next post 🚶‍♀️‍➡️🚶‍♀️‍➡️ https://sma.et/b/q1ewdUBSfsUT

A heads up its something like a series till 2019 gets here so it will be continued Whenever a friend talks about giving up, leaving smthg they started ብዙ ጊዜ ኮንኛለሁኝ saying እህሉ በዝናብ የተበላሸበት ገበሬ ፣ ብቸኛ የሆነውን አንድ ልጇን በሞት ያጣች እናት፣ ምዋለ ንዋዩን አፈስሶ የከሰረ investor እራሱ they still looked up to God, found hope and kept going ግን now looking back I say to myself who am I to say that to them? Mostly I start things and stawpp them and give up like at some point without even knowin I did give up and fight with God cuz ጥቅመኛ ልጁ ነኝና ሲሰጠኝ ደስ ብሎኝ እቅፉ ስር ምወድቅ የጠየኩትን ሲነሳኝ፤ የአመታት ፀሎቴን ሳይመልስ ሲቀር አኩርፌው ከደጁ ምጠፋ፣ go on a silent mode and still the almighty God never stopped giving me reasons and so many roads for this lost soul and ወጣት ሳለች ብላቴና ለሆነች እኔነቴ to get back on and I am so grateful for that and this year I took a road that I did ask permission to walk on and took the greatest risk of my life (the ones that know me know what I am talking abt 😁 and u the others will tell you about it when the right times comes ዋናው መቆየት ነው ). Why am I blabbering this much its because of this summer and how its going so lets talk about what my plan was 😭 1. Taking courses on data analysis ( to secure remote paying jobs when my second year class starts ..... I wanna learn smthgs and I don't want to ask money for em from my parents 😊 ሞኝ ተስፈኛ 😭) 2. Doing smthg that I love like writing. 3. Starting tiktok. 4. learning korean and other plans too. And this is the time for you to ask how it went and what I achieved and me is typing with a smile on my face that I achieved almost like nothing the learning felt boring to my lazy self when I finish a topic my mind registers it as if I finished a whole book and my body instantly shutss off to studying. A lot of plans that never got to be done, a lot of chapters that never got to be closed, a lot of chances that either never got to be used or never get secured, doors that never got the chance to be opened and other ones that were shut off to me. In terms of learning so far u can say I failed and even my lazy bum is thinking to give up on it but deep down like deeep down my gut tells me not to, that I am gonna make it and blah blah ( I say to myself or with my friends this 👉 I know I am gonna make it ,am gonna win I just don't know when ... this isn't copium idk if its a gut feeling I just feel that way I see me being a successful women someone that I am proud of .. I just couldn't predict when though 😐 .... funny aint it? So laugh 😂 ) then lets come to tiktok so content creating feels hard especially for someone who compares self with others and fears to be judged. Even here on telegram it wasn't easy I got the courage after one of my friend suggested that I should create one ( thanks dude 🫡 ) but it wasn't planned to be like this what I thought was to share techy things but it just turned different still its my safe space ( I really love it how its going ) and a reason to meet other content creators too ( pples who asked and checked on me when I ghost the channel ) it was one of my favorite thing that happened to me this year .... ohhh talking abt this year God this year was one of my favourite .... I met a lot of noice, interesting, and matured pples. I got new friends while not loosing contacts with the others. I got to experience a lot of kindness in Harar from strangers that never knew me. In life the thing that I find beautiful is strangers being kind to you because ik the pples that know me will be kind I mean being kind for someone that u know it aint hard according to me but to someone that u don't know being kind is hard in this era ድሮ ድሮ our አያትs let strangers stay at there house, gave em food and a lot but in this era letting strangers to your life let alone to your house is hard so I will share u what kind of kindness that I got from strangers and a lot of thingsss in the other one things that I fear sharing and talk about . Ps. A series till the new year comez 😁.

So I am gonna share smthg and read it Ps. Its Me against my fear. Ps. Something to be continued. Ps. I am gonna change my channel name. Who wants to give suggestion or ask question Its been so long since I have been wanting to do sma but I feared no one will send one and that will be smthg to wake me up from my sleep at 3 am 😭 ( not getting a question from 214 member channel ). #heads_up@theJourneyy101 Thumbs up the post if you wanna do the sma and heart it if you don't want to

Ayoo shega pples Guess what mercy got drum roll plweasee 🥁🥁 a positive result for h.pylori Now all the appetite loss, the burp ( typical for ጨጓራ but 😁😭), the cough that persisted even when I took chopped garlic in the mornings and the tea that I wrote here ( was searching for that post and couldn't find it but GodI have posted like a lottt 😁 I thought I wasn't taking posting seriously but nah I did pretty much good 😁 ... I even made a vm on my saved msg to share it to u shega pples i thought may be that's too much ብዬ 😅) and yeah the cough made me through up smtimes and some dizziness which I thought was related to Iron deficiency at least that's what I thought 🤷‍♀ and one night my stomach was burning like hell I was coughing and throwing up but I just went for a check just yesterday because when dad saw that I still had the cough and the throw up and all he guessed its a h.pylori ( we went together I hate hospitals idk why once upon a time my dummy brain thought that I could become a doctor not actually a psychiatrist but I had to learn medicine at first ) idk but first we all thought I got cold or smthg ..... so why write all of this? You may ask so my dad have been saying take good care of yourself, start running, don't sleep too much and so on after I got back from uni and after he saw my appetite so I think I wanted to say and remind my shega ppl to take good care of yourselves 🙌 ... እናንተ ስትኖሩ ነው ህልማቹም ሚኖረው 🫶 Ps I might need to stop drinking black coffee and eating በርበሬ በዘይት but God I really don't want to #random@theJourneyy101

So is this the place to write about this?idk but I just love finding & seeing እማዋይሽን፣ እታባን when ever I go to church በዓይኔ ምስለ ስዕሏን እፈልግና I will stare at it & i will get this feeling እናቱ አጠገቡ ሆና አይቶ ስሞም እንደማይጠግብ እምቦቅቅላ። If words could express እታባን am not the one to do that & I don't think anybody on earth could express የልባቸውን then feel ohh this is it this is how I feel about her cuz ለወለደችኝ ለእናቴ እራሱ ቃል ያጥራል። ለእመቤቴ ቃላት የለኝም even after hearing pples prayer and you saying በስማም how could someone could think of that still የልባቹን አይገልጡላቹም heard someone said ዝገኚልኝ እመቤቴን እና በስማም how I felt like how did that person come up with that. seeing pples በደስታ ፊታቸው ፈክተው ስዕለታቸው ተስምቶ ደጀ ሰላም ሲመጡ so ረሰብኩ ስዕለትየ ለማለት ያብቃቹህ(tell me if i wrote it wrongly .. cuz i feel I did)የልባቹን መሻት ፈጣሪ ይሙላላችሁ ፈጣሪ እጃችሁን ይዟችሁ ይምራችሁ cuz sometimes I really feel like a blind person to life ወደኩ ባላችሁበት ሰዓት እግዚአብሔር በብዙ ጓዳችሁን ይሙላላችሁ እናም ከአንደበታችሁ ዕለት ዕለት ምስጋና አያሳጣችሁ። እንኳን አደረሳችሁ my fellow Orthodox followers ቀጭን እግር w heel😭& እማ at zend #religious@theJourneyy101

So is this the place to write about this?idk but I just love finding & seeing እማዋይሽን፣ እታባን when ever I go to church በዓይኔ ምስለ ስዕሏን እፈልግና I will stare at it & i will get this feeling እናቱ አጠገቡ ሆና አይቶ ስሞም እንደማይጠግብ እምቦቅቅላ። If words could express እታባን am not the one to do that & I don't think anybody on earth could express የልባቸውን then feel ohh this is it this is how I feel about her cuz ለወለደችኝ ለእናቴ እራሱ ቃል ያጥራል። ለእመቤቴ ቃላት የለኝም even after hearing pples prayer and you saying በስማም how could someone could think of that still የልባቹን አይገልጡላቹም heard someone said ዝገኚልኝ እመቤቴን እና በስማም how I felt like how did that person come up with that. seeing pples በደስታ ፊታቸው ፈክተው ስዕለታቸው ተስምቶ ደጀ ሰላም ሲመጡ so ረሰብኩ ስዕለትየ ለማለት ያብቃቹህ(tell me if i wrote it wrongly .. cuz i feel I did)የልባቹን መሻት ፈጣሪ ይሙላላችሁ ፈጣሪ እጃችሁን ይዟችሁ ይምራችሁ cuz sometimes I really feel like a blind person to life ወደኩ ባላችሁበት ሰዓት እግዚአብሔር በብዙ ጓዳችሁን ይሙላላችሁ እናም ከአንደበታችሁ ዕለት ዕለት ምስጋና አያሳጣችሁ። እንኳን አደረሳችሁ my fellow Orthodox followers ቀጭን እግር w heel😭& እማ at zend #religious@theJourneyy101

So is this the place to write about this idk but I just love finding and seeing እማዋይሽን፣ እታባን when ever I go to church በዓይኔ ምስለ ስዕሏን እፈልግና I will stare at it and i will get this feeling እናቱ አጠገቡ ሆና አይቶ ስሞም እንደማይጠግብ እምቦቅቅላ። If words could express እታባን am not the one to do that and I don't think anybody on earth could express የልባቸውን then feel ohh this is it this is how I feel about her cuz ለወለደችኝ ለእናቴ እራሱ ቃል ያጥራል። ለእመቤቴ ቃላት የለኝም even after hearing pples prayer and you saying በስማም how could someone could think of that still የልባቹን አይገልጡላቹም heard someone said ዝገኚልኝ እመቤቴን እና በስማም how I felt like how did that person come up with that. seeing pples በደስታ ፊታቸው ፈክተው ስዕለታቸው ተስምቶ ደጀ ሰላም ሲመጡ እናም ረሰብኩ ስዕለትየ ለማለት ያብቃቹህ የልባቹን መሻት ፈጣሪ ይሙላላችሁ ፈጣሪ እጃችሁን ይዟችሁ ይሙላላችሁ cuz sometimes I really feel like a blind person to life ወደኩ ባላችሁበት ሰዓት እግዚአብሔር በብዙ ጓዳችሁን ይሙላላችሁ እናም ከአንደበታችሁ ዕለት ዕለት ምስጋና አያሳጣችሁ። እንኳን አደረሳችሁ my fellow Orthodox followers

Guess what I found when I scrolled on TikTok ... some good news to say oww to ☺️ #random@theJourneyy101

When life doesn’t make sense, talk to God. Because the answers to all of your questions are within Him.

Dad and me .... when ema have said ቤቱን ጠብቂ አስረግጣ .... why not post this for a day 🤷‍♀ and boom delete it 😂 .... not hate scared of actually 🏃‍♀‍➡️ #random@theJourneyy101

Thinking to go out for hoya hoye tmrw with neighbor kids ( cuz am that broke now a days 😭) This is why I need a job that pays 🫩

I really understood her when she said she needed a bf. I mean women who doesn't need a bank account full of money 🤷‍♀?

Sorry I needed to write this here 😭. I dont really know who needs to hear this but some pplez don't really can't differentiate between ክፍት አፍነት and being honest genuinely I have seen pples thinking and telling pples ohh am just honest blah blah when they are the later. #just_a_thought@theJourneyy101

Yep, I didn’t need to see this right now.

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Found this while looking for opportunities and I know its been a while since I shared opportunities but for anyone looking for an abroad internship opportunity ..... there is an open internship opportunity in Germany and deadline is in August 21. If you have finished three year of your university studies in CS, IT and related fields .... have an experience and knowledge in Microsoft 365 tools and AI enabled tools and generally in tech ...... check out the detail and apply for it ....... its better if you check out the full details here and if u fulfil the listed criteria ... I say go for it and good luck .... I really think its a good opportunity since it provide a lot of things if u are accepted as an intern #opportunity@theJourneyy101

You will have so many favourite mezmurs ግን some of em you couldn't sing along with out saying mtsssm and with a tear in ur eye 🥹 .... mine are many but በማይነገር ስጦታው is one of em .... and this ዘማች hits different ካቀረቀርኩበት ከሃጢያት ሸለፈት ገዛኸኝ በዋጋ አስፈሪው ሌት ነጋ አሁን ባንተ ነፃ ነኝ ፍፁም ሸክሜ ቀሎልኝ ማዳንህን አውጃለው ቀና አርገኸኝ ቀን ሰላየው እኔን ቀና አድርጎ ሚያስኬደኝ ምንም አይደል የአባቴ ቸርነት እንጂ ስንት የሸፈነልኝ ጉድ አለኝ ። so today idk how it got to 7 pm tbh 😁 ግን ይመስገነው ደጁ ደርሰናል ሰናይ ምሽት ሸጋ ሰዎች ❤ P.S. Tag usage is gettin out of control .. I'm doing too much 🚶‍♀‍➡️ P.S. If you ain't tired of the lofi recommendation you could listen to it while working .. here P.S. listen to the mezmur if it's been a while since you listened #tuesday@theJourneyy101

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የምትመለከቱዋት ወጣት ታዳጊ ኤልሮኢ ቅዱስ ትባላለች   

በአጥንት ካንሰርን ህክምና ላይ ትገኛለች  በሽታው ከታወቀ አንድ አመት ሆኗታል በበሽታው ምክንያትም የግራ እጇ ሙሉ በሙሉ እንዲወገድ ተደርጓል  

ሆኖም ግን ኤልሮይ ተስፋ ሳትቆርጥ ህክምናዋን እየተከታተለች ነው  

አሁን ግን በሽታው ወደ ሳንባዋ በመሠራጨቱ የመተንፈስ ችግር ስላጋጠማት በአሁን ሰአት በአዲስ አበባ Heal Venture Medical and Surgical Center በ ICU ትገኛለች     

ሆኖም ግን በአሁን ሰአት ላይ የሆስፒታሉ ወጪ በቀን ከ50,000ብር ነው ከቤተሰብ ከአቅም በላይ ስለሆነ 

እናትም አባትም አጠገቧ ስለሌሉ ጓደኞቿ እያሳከሟት ነው.. እኛ ከጎኗ እንሁን