Utumno

The final consequence

Sitting in the pit, Morality is amiss, Cursing all who put me here. My vision blurs, then it is clear. Grey towers everywhere, Effigies to those who hate the law. A creation of those who hear the call of evil. To destroy them, uproot them, is a moral deed. I offer my food to the leader, Seeking guidance - wanting to emulate his life. I'm lost at see, I need the king. To burn away my sin, the rot of this age.

"Courtly love concerns the lady and the lover not as individuals, therefore, but as the real or imaginary couple they form when all necessary ritual conditions have been fulfilled. Out of this is born the "service of love"." — Jean Markale, Courtly Love

Having finished reading Jean Markale's Courtly Love almost a week ago, I've given myself sometime to think on the work. Some may find the work subversive as it discusses an element within the courts of love, that being adultery on the part of a noble woman with a knight (Lancelot and Guinevere being a major literary example that the courts of love used). Yet, as Jean explains, within Occitan culture and by extension the greater Christian culture, there was a revelation (or realization) of women. That many, men and women, revolted against the social doctrine of marriage which placed love in a non-existent sphere. That these men and women sought true love, which didn't coincide with the Christian doctrine of marriage. While one could suggest Jean Markale is subversive, a work written far closer to the time period of the troubadours, the Art of Courtly Love by Andreas Capellanus, does back him up. The Art of Courtly Love does condemn homosexuality entirely, both male and female homosexuality. Jean Markale asserts a connection between the cathars, Celtics, and the Visigoths when it comes to the Occitan culture and troubadours. Unorthodox, heretical infact, as the cathars would be labeled heretics but the cathars did reject christian marriages. Later expressions of this tradition moved away from adultery but the placing of a female figure as the central focus does bring to mind the accusations the templars faced. That being of goddess worship. An interesting read, one that I hesitate to recommend as I need to read more on the subject so as to get a better grasp of the language and symbolism being used in context.

"The Dionysian demand is thus made of the onlooker: that he imagine everything enchanted, that he see always more than the symbol, that the entire visible world of the scene and orchestra be the realm of wonderment." — Nietzsche

"I no longer have any power over myself since the day she allowed me to look into her eyes, into that mirror that's so delights me" — Troubadour Bernart de Ventadorn

HITLER CELEBRATION 1975 🇺🇸✋🏻 🎥 The California chapter of the NSWPP (National socialist white peoples party) celebrate Adolf Hitlers birthday in 1975. Footage from the documentary California Reich

"Happy birthday, our eternal Führer!"

He came into this world like a bolt of lightning illuminating the sky for an instant and then disappearing back into the mist. Yet the thunder which followed shall ring around the world forever more echoing over the mountains and valley's and filling the hearts of men with it's triumphal roar. May thine thunder never be silenced. Heil to thee, Adolf Hitler eternal avatar and harbinger of the coming man. 4.20.1889-♾

His birthday

I weep wonderous tears For my leader, who is not here. He gifted us the doctrine of the sun. So we can fight the final battle - to be won. A gorgeous daughter watches the sky. In the holiest land that once was brought high. Staying true, Listening, seeking. For the leaders return. We cry, 'Come out' Destroy injustice, Destroy meekness! My lovely leader, the avatar. Give me strength, while we wait. We understand, we prepare. Our state against time is here. It's birth is soon, a rebirth for us. For our leader, the rebirth of the world. We give our blood to you. So we can come back, As you saw us - pure. A light in the darkness. We come to you, this age of gloom Glory to be had, we are not sad. We know your Will, we follow it true. We won't forget, our debt to you. Our leader.

"A great revolution began in all forms of life: everywhere, Dionysus burst in, even into art." — Nietzsche