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Repost from JavohirMind
“Just because we’re busier doesn’t mean we’re getting more accomplished.”
🇺🇿Band hayot har doim ham samarali hayot degani emas.Hyperfocus kitobidan.
sometimes, i just want to give away from everything even my life and run away to my dream country (london), idk why but this country heals me for no reason when i watch the videos online about it and dream about living there.
and i dont know how much it is true for me to say these words but now i feel kinda released)
smtimes just wanted to say these words to my parents that i am not the mother and father or just a parent for my siblings. and i am also their child and i also have rights for being loved or acting like a little girl even though i am already grown, now u know why i hate growing up, every time on my BD. i always cry that until the upcoming BD, i need to take over more responsibilities as a grown young adult.
i missed my old day when i was just an innocent child, spending my days for doing nothing but worrying what to play for the next game, but honestly i cant even tell that my childhood was thaat good like others bcs i am an oldest child and the second granddaughter, who forced to act like a grown little adult at her early stage of her life and hated by her grandparents. i cant even say when was the last time that i didnt act as a second mom to my siblings, sometimes i blame my self for their wrong behavior.
im crying for literally nothing or for smth, i really wanted to have smones' attention so that person could ask my condition and solve my problems or just let me give away from everything
just wanted smone to lean on a shoulder and speak without stopping so that person could listen me without saying single word and feel that ill disappear forever in the coming days
smth bad things are happening in these days, idk why but im feeling like that im doing smth wrong
