nessnote

we are in a performative epidemic

my bewakoof oversmart ass won't survive a week if left alone in this तेज-तर्रार world

and if these medicines dont work then im fucked from all directions

wen there's a dosto se block hone ka competition i come first ❤️

i will never go to these dermats ever again bhai. choti si cheez ke liye 5 dawaiyaan likh di h and she wasn't even sure ki these medicines will work ya nhi and all of this cost me fucking 1600 which i could have used for like 4 months. i feel so guilty rn cuz i don’t deserve to spend itna zyada in one fucking day on some medicines for such a petty thing. kms

i fucking hate the rain. i have hated it since i was little because every time i’m actually looking forward to something it decides to fucking show up and ruin everything. and before some bougie richie starts going how can you hate rain? that’s so heartless. love, we clearly experience rain very differently. you get to sit inside your pretty little house or a car and romanticize it while i have to fucking walk through streets clogged with water and mud, trying not to ruin the few clothes i actually own. i don’t have an endless wardrobe to throw something into the laundry and forget about it. i was literally supposed to go to the dermat today because my condition has gotten worse and i cant even fucking speak and then it rained, it’s still raining and now everything is fucked. so yes i hate it i hate it so much because for me it has always meant inconvenience and having to deal with problems i didn’t ask for. you can romanticize the sound of rain all you want but fuck you

i watched the drama today and it was an experience. the editing and background score is amazing and it builds the tension so well. haye rachel ofc. emma is an angel and they did her dirty.

i think if you love rain or not really depends upon your geography, and capitalism

cuz this thing has reached my chin and it's disgusting

i hope kal dermat ke paas i can go and nothing comes in the way this time 😡

another day of feeling slightly nauseous and weird about everything

first in my bloodline seeing a male politician saying "smash the patriarchy" and actually questioning patriarchy

yeah i'm an idiot but i also most definitely need to get my blood tests done cuz wtf is even happening

bhai the infection is spreading to the corners and getting worse kya karu

kar diya cancel, am i an asshole?

gunnite they’re folding me into origami tomorrow