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i'm telling you i'm going to crush my emotions with my bare hands.

also this is like a proper professional theatre thing. although i have a side role but this is exciting af ffs cuz omg wdym i get to experience a proper theatre drama and be a part of it?

this is such a new abd exciting experience man!

so, i'm going to perform in a theatre drama.

i had a beautiful dream today. there was a garden, i was lying under a tree, and there were so many butterflies and dragonflies.

head full of countless scenarios that will never happen.

why is my brain talking to me in riddles?

i hate the fact that i have a sessional tomorrow, and i’m still thinking about the possibility of us.

i love how my mom’s eyes gleam when she flips through the old photo albums. it’s like she’s looking at a version of life that could’ve gone a hundred different ways. those old pictures hold all the what ifs she never said out loud.