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so, he was in my dreams today and we had a very cutesy-sweet conversation BUT IT NEEDS TO GO AWAY WTF

didn't like aaj ki coffee (sugar-less)

i might actually be pretentious but i don't mean that in a pretentious way

i'm highly sophisticated yet very retarded (not pretentious?)

i promise i'm a lot less interesting than i seem

btw the new ugc act indeed was unfair. people don’t really understand what casteism actually is. it isn’t just about the present day discrimination or reservation and cutoffs. it’s a centuries long system that decided who was allowed knowledge, dignity, and mobility in the first place. the fact remains that casteism must be completely eradicated (there’s no debate there) but policies like the new ugc act, instead of dismantling caste as a structure, often end up reviving it as a social wound.

her mother knitted this cap. us when?

best thing i've heard in a while. was tired of people saying "teri like har reel par dikh jati h"

it's my friend's birthday next week and i'm trying to make a handmade gift for her. i love the idea but execution is so fucking complicated. i'm not built for art and craft 😡

i think life has been behaving well with me lately. my days feel bearable. i wake up early, make coffee, enjoy getting dressed, read, study, write, listen to music, friends are cute, professors love me, what else? i look forward to the next moment now and even on days when i’m not as productive as i planned to be, there’s no dread. there's just this excitement for what comes next. i love this. okay let's not jinx it now.