bullshitting to all

anyway thanks for being patient i hope you have your coffee a warm room and a chair besides bonfire because this would take a while

we'll call her 🤍

ouch

we dont take names tho keep it clean

very well then

not all? just few 2-3 you know?

nah

aww

let's talk about her friends

"but suraj- this isn't you" fuck you

and do it before midnight, or i'll delete my channel

how are you guys enjoying the show? now please can you make me reach 10000 subscribers cause i want to rant about my problems to all of them, hehe

saumya is perfect in herself (aisa usse lagta) cuz all the negativity and worse situations only happens to her. no icks. she is my ex, we know she has real problems but the portrayal of herself in the online world, wanting to be never judged, creating safe space bla bla, becoming relatable to others, being validated in her subconscious, then saying mai aisi ni hu idc abt yall and stuff then crying abt it. so i dont think she will be my friend but. a person who can break ties ‘unreasonably’ over their vulnerability are no less than a dumbfuck.

for not doing anything about problem and constantly feeling pity or victim

I told you to maintain boundaries most people don't care about your problems cause they really be listeners they don't wanna invest their brain even they lack one but that makes u happy cause u feel uninterrupted and unbothered

with 100 people online not him

yeah it is funny, i mean quite literally can make me laugh for several days

i never want a man like him again, not only because he broke my heart a lil but just that, people like him are not meant for love. talking of this, you know, if he got to know any of whatever i said to you, it will just end up boosting his ego, i cant even say that he wont be like "oh yeah, i won in hurting another woman, this is so fun".

this is so, funny.

he made me miserable for sharing my problems with him, he made me feel miserable for sharing my problems with anyone, he made me feel miserable for even having problems, he made me feel miserable for loving him, for caring for him, for wanting his good. he made me feel miserable for every little things. did he hate me? did i not love enough? what did i even do to deserve this? why he had to "try hard" to love me, would you please tell me? he says he tried to love me when he didn't. it breaks my heart jaanvi, i really saw a future with this person. knowing that he never loved me and I was just a mere timepass for him is driving me crazy. and i hate him for this. i hate him for treating me this way, i hate him for every little thing he did. i hate him for lying, i hate him for not loving me. he had me and i was just isn't enough for him? I am more disgusted of myself for anytime i tried to fix this. and what is the man of words when he can beg you to stay a week ago and falls out of love completely then? nd why would he say that he cares when all he did was make me feel worthless. I do not know what to say except that it tore my heart out of my body. he is incapable of love, because all the love was just in front of him and he kicked it away. but honestly, i dont even want him to regret, i hope he finds better, but i just really hope he dosent break a heart again.