bullshitting to all

i have shut my brain off for better working as bihari majdoor

not enough serious to even be curious

there's a song right in the back of my mind but i just can't find the exact name of it AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

😺🖕

cigarettes don't feel like how they used to. i guess it's time to abandon it

p nd kelly spotted lessgo

p spotted lesgoo

that is how you start a series

so much hate and so much love, reserved for just one person

there's an end goal, which is to achieve big things (pretty common), but the sentimentality is not real because it is created from the void of not feeling everything. i have been taught to suppress everything from childhood, and at some point, i didn't need to suppress them because it wasn't there anymore. now, if i don't receive any light inside me, how am i supposed to reflect it? i do have goals, and my movements are purely based on survival because my brain understands i need to have a goal, so it's an automated task. there's no drive, no push, no motivation to do it. i just do things because i have to, and sometimes i wish to. and no, i don't think there's anything that makes me smile when i don't want to, unless somebody tells a really funny joke.

those who don't know, i badly spam f1 content on f1 weekend so bear with it or you know

they all so gooofy 😭 this year circuit is so cooked

Alphonse Mucha - Primrose and Feather (1899)