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Do you think it would pass as a reason to approve VISA? I will give this invitation away to someone in Berlin if needed, I don't think I can go ( @acceptthyself

"YouTube bros are like "wake up at 4am and run, that’s alpha!" No it’s not. Look at the apex predators they’re all lazy. Bears hibernate, lions sleep all day, you know who wakes up at 4am and runs? Squirrels" - unknown @acceptthyself

Just registered for IELTS (late September) and this post will serve as public accountability for myself, otherwise I've been very lazy lately and this might spiral further. Target is just at least 7.0 . Not aiming for higher than that at all, as the sole purpose of booking is to register for PhD.. ahh bureacracy! If it didn't have that 2 year expiry date I would use the certificate I attained 4 years ago for lifetime)). Saying overrated in Kazakhstan and Uzbekistan would be an understatement. Cheers! @acceptthyself

📚 Faust, First Part by Goethe - 20/24 Book (2026) This is what I call another absolute cinema. It counts that way only when you read and so immersed in the process that you forget the outside world exists. Must-read. I haven't even started the 2nd book (2nd part) yet here I am seeing the genius of Goethe. This was ahead of its time, the lessons, morale still hold truth from the several books I've read that were published centuries later. "O happy he, who still renews The hope, from Error's deeps to rise forever! That which one does not know, one needs to use; And what one knows, one uses never." Read those lines again. Life forces you to act on incomplete knowledge, what matters is checking the output and refining your next action super fast. Everything is built around it, you act then fail, you learn from that failure and act again. "The fairest stars from Heaven he requireth, From Earth the highest raptures and the best, And all the Near and Far that he desireth Fails to subdue the tumult of his breast." Greed (mostly) and any human wanting in general (or state) never ends, once you satisfy one's desire it instantly births the next one. Be it joy or melancholy, status or peace in simplicity, knowledge or bliss in ignorance, you will never say "This is it, I achieved this or that and it is going to last forever". Exactly what Mephistopheles tried to prove wrong about human nature in Part 1. I can go on and on forever here and I wish I could but I can't spoil too much and ruin the experience for some. The tragedy in the ending tho... the fact that it was based on what Goethe saw in his own life... Period. If you want to see what I've been reading this year, here is my goodreads- goodreads.com/acceptthyself @acceptthyself

I got offered $20,000 to sell the whole Cinemagic HD stack, but I didn't. Clearly, they were either industry giants trying to shut down the whole project after acquiring it or turning it into promotion of their own product. Two other options were: gain the how-to knowledge that took us 3 years to meticulously build, proven MVP, huge userbase or just someone trying to scam (wasn't likely from the way negotiations went). I simply couldn't trust them and it wasn't even for sale to begin with. You pour your heart into something for years and seeing it gone, I simply couldn't conceive it. At the same time I know this has been my Achilles' heel, yet someone had to do make the call anyway. If it weren't for close to ceiling pricing of CDN giants, no one would've even considered it. @acceptthyself

1858 Sept. 19: Decided that one must love and work, and that's it. Sept. 20: Tired. Didn't love and didn't work. Leo Tolstoy @acceptthyself

Time to press that reset button and give this blog a good old rest. See you all in September folks, have a wonderful Summer. I might post in here once in a while yet it's not guaranteed. @acceptthyself

I mean, he isn't wrong tho) @acceptthyself

This view is a peace of mind, captured mid-hike on my own a while ago) @acceptthyself

"you are the greatest project you'll ever work on restart, rest, refocus as many times as you need to just don't give up on yourself" @acceptthyself

Cinemagic HD version 3.0 is out from beta folks ✅ What's new? 1. Increased the number of movies, thanks to our providers now we have over 115,000 unique films and 30,000 series (biggest in the world) ✅ 2. MiniApp in general for desktop and mobile got a new fresh redesign (liquid glass inspired by Telegram and Apple). Load time is 2x faster than before, browse section, with surprise me button to watch a random decent film. ✅ 3. Significantly improved watchlist, you can now select multiple options (planning to watch, watching, completed, dropped and etc), we noticed that what users actually want is to not miss new releases. ✅ 4. History tab inside my library shows a calendar 30 days and which films you watched in those days. ✅ 5. New upcoming section shows major global movies/tv series (you can click on notify and bot will inform you the moment that film is released) ✅ 6. Added 4 themes to choose from Dark (default), light (flashbang), midnight blue (my favorite), and cyberpunk (you can select in profile dropdown) ✅ 7. Fixed gazillions of issues ✅ 8. And most importantly: we are fully DMCA/Copyright compliant ✅ You know what, a picture is worth a thousand words, so take a look at visual changes in here in one click: https://t.me/cinemagic_hd_bot/app?startapp=blog_69ff5ad74a29028b65eceac5

hantavirustracker.pplx.app Just in case, be safe out there) @acceptthyself

Monthly active users of Telegram is 1 billion, his latest post got over 6+ million views in just a few hours. I'm curious to see how many more it will get in a day or so. @acceptthyself

"We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost." - Charlie Chaplin in The Great Dictator @acceptthyself

Adding this git diff into museum) @acceptthyself

Adding this git diff into museum) @acceptthyself

Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana. @acceptthyself

Would you personally be interested in video versions of these posts in YouTube? Going deeper with visuals, narrative and my own original voice with the same vibe. Curiosity is gonna kill the cat with this one. @acceptthyself

"They stay." "Even with the door open?" "Wide open. They refuse to leave." "Is there a barrier? A magnetic lock?" "No lock. Just a concept. They call it "loyalty"." "A concept? How does a concept keep an entity contained?" "They give it weight. They make a promise, and suddenly they act as if those words have gravity. They hold themselves to it." "But if nothing is actually forcing them... aren't they just choosing to stay?" "Exactly. The concept only means something because they could walk away at any moment. And if they stay long enough, the choice disappears. It hardens into responsibility, and quietly becomes their character. They become the promise." "Remarkable. And if they break it? If they walk through that open door to choose someone else?" "It’s catastrophic. A quiet act of self-destruction. By breaking it, they un-make their own identity. They erase the person they spent years building." "Do they realize they’ve destroyed themselves?" "They feel it. It creates a terrible internal friction, a gap between the values they believed in and the betrayal they just committed. A dissonance." "How do they survive that friction?" "They build a shield. Self-justification. Instead of admitting the mistake, they alter their own reality. They search for any excuse to prove they were right to leave, just so they can sleep at night." "They wear a mask." "Yes. They fake a peaceful countenance. They demand trust from others, while hiding their own betrayal. 'Do as I say, not as I do.' But by refusing to align their words with their actions, they become entirely hollow." "So the true tragedy isn't just the betrayal." "No. It's the dishonesty that follows. The absolute refusal to admit they are standing in a cold, empty room of their own making." "Is there any way back for them?" "Only if they drop the mask. The rarest among them follow a different path: when they make a mistake, they simply admit it. No excuses. No self-justification. They face the bad conscience and let it teach them." "Why?" "Because they realize that to ever have gravity again... you have to actually mean what you say." @acceptthyself

Some good news around the world. The Jaguar population in Mexico has increased by more than 30% since 2014, reaching 5236 individuals. South Korea has launched night buses exclusively for women to make it safer for them to travel home. After years of devastating drought, rain and snow have finally returned to Iran, with dams overflowing across the country. A laboratory (in vitro) study showed that dandelion root extracts can destroy up to 95% of tumor cells in just two days. The Yurok tribe of California has regained the lands of their ancestors, taken from them more than 120 years ago. Finland has been officially recognized as the best country for families. In Netherlands, they created a village for people with dementia, where caregivers play the roles of neighbors and shopkeepers to avoid a hospital-like atmosphere. Przewalski's horses, the last truly wild horses, have returned to the wild after about 200 years. @acceptthyself