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Fucking hell

Fuck me I've never paid this much for such crap

I think I might have a problem

Ok time to start another dystopian novel

It's not because I'm a procrastinator that I don't study. It comes all down to the very idea of being terrified. I'm frightened that I will not understand the subject, so I sleep on it as if it's going to dissolve, but it really stays under the sheets with me.

talk about actual horror

it's something we convince ourselves exists to give us some kind of existential comfort.

it's not a real thing

identity is very gelatinous

so what am i?

it's a bit haunting to think about, my name? my memories? my consciousness? my body? no, none of those is solid or consistent enough to be me

I'm still at a loss tbh because wtf makes me

memories? amnesia is a thing my body? every few years almost every single cell in my body would be replaced by a replica continuous conscious experience? what about sleep, comatose brain damage etc

fuck x what makes me me?

Yes I would like to advise her to just die but she’s family so I have to be the last man