اگزیستانسیال

anything can ruin your day like hell if you are really sensitive enough.

i don't ask for too much, i was just asking.

fuck was i in love with hope? alleviate my reserve to know, cuz i needed to know what if we were just a coincidence? one big insignificance? i can't wait for you cuz i learned.

i won't stretch myself out, you bleed my nerves dry. pretend you did nothing wrong, you know, i still hate you.

1:21 and i will wait, eat half my weight in gold. i don't owe you. i won't.

3:11

i've lost to the life. it's settled. you win, i die

1:55 all alone with my thoughts, maybe i'm dead or maybe alive.

manifesting the امشب میزنن topic so i can fool myself to keep living in this shit hole.

only امشب میزنن can fix me.

i have never known peace. my brain is evil and my body is a fucking cage.

life is just a pain that I'll go through.