اگزیستانسیال

"it's not the end you still have time" and that hurts me even more. because I wanted it to end. an actual end where there would be nothing but emptiness.

I wasn't prepared for this. I didn't want to understand things that weren't for my age.

I hate the fact that I get older and realize things faster than ppl my age.

وجود داشتن سخت‌‌تر از اون چیزی بود که فکرش رو می‌کردم. کاش یک ابر بهاری بودم که با وزش باد محو می‌شد.

تازه سه روز از سال جدید گذشته و من تا الان ۳۱بار در مغزم خودم رو کُشتم.

I'm so jealous of dead ppl so bad bro.

could have slept in a coffin 6ft underground and keep rotting instead of doing it in my bed.

"you're so funny" thanks I'm literally losing it and becoming more unstable every day.

3:01 sacrifice, by my hand. sacrifice, in the house they built.

1:54 colors swirl. tonight, I walk in rhythm. a shift in me, soon you'll see our colors swirl in rhythm.

روابط انسانی، مثل کَنه ته‌مونده انرژی‌ایی که درونم برای زنده موندن ذخیره کردم رو میخوره.

هربار که در جمعی از آشنایان و نزدیکان قرار میگیرم با خودم میگم ای‌کاش باهاشون نسبتی نداشتم و براشون ناآشنا و دور بودم.

sometimes, it's easier to hate than to talk.

it's easier to hate than to talk.