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6:11 i've been waiting till death for so many years. i am writing my own ending. god's version? i don't accept, it's way too cruel.

for those who died, i am coming soon my dears. i don't belong to this life anymore, i am packing my memories to meet you all.

for those who left, i wish you misfortune for the life to come. for the pain you dig inside, for leaving all these pages empty. why did you leave?

i am so tired. i am getting old for this nonsense, these empty rooms are lonely.

دلم نمیخواست بیام. حتی نمیتونم برم. به دنیا و از دنیا.

i am the way i am because i didn't stop breathing and my heart didn't stop beating when i should have.

i should be sorry for the way i feel, but deep down i'm not. i'm more like ashamed.

i need to be put down by a fucking gun or something.

nail in my head from my creator. you gave me life, now show me how to live.

and in the afterbirth on the quiet earth, let the stains remind you. you thought you made a man, you better think again before my role defines you.

and with the early dawn moving right along, couldn't buy an eyeful of sleep. and in the aching night under satellites, i was not received. built with stolen parts, a telephone in my heart. someone get me a priest to put my mind to bed, this ringing in my head. is this a cure or is this a disease?

this year felt like one of those fake AI videos.

seeking for truth when your whole life and existence is just a fucking lie.

you wanted the truth even if it could hurts you. that's so human of you, so disgusting.