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i want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live. i want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate.

it's so safe to play along. little soldiers in a row falling in and out of love, something sweet to throw away.

i can go with the flow, don't say it doesn't matter anymore. do you believe it in your head?

she said "i'll throw myself away. they're just photos after all" i can't make you hang around, i can't wash you off my skin. outside the frame is what we're leaving out, you won't remember anyway.

it's too late to experience and i'm too early to end up like this. it's not fair.

i know it's never enough to experience but sometimes you get old too soon for things so you just let it go and rot and die.

i’m not suicidal i just think i’ve seen enough to decide that i don't want to be a part of what the fuck ever this is.

i’m not suicidal i just think i’ve lived long enough.

i will write to you through the stars and the clouds with threads in the air. trade your dreams with mine.

but i'm screaming, living in tragedy, and now nothing is how it once seemed.

1:54 take a step back, letting go of the fear. tonight i am alone again, all i hear is noise, deafening hopelessly, i have no voice.

distance, leaving like the first time i did screaming. doesn't always have to be so black and white, pull the wool over my eyes one last time.

take a step back. knowing all that's real, breathe out. alone again, drowning in the noise, the slow learner. distance in fire that surrounds us. there are pyres all around you, can't you see? do you see them?

زندگی این چند مدت شبیه خواب‌هایی شده که وقتی توی تب ۴۲ درجه میسوزی، میبینی. همه‌چیز خیالی و متوهم‌عه اما بعد چشم باز میکنی میبینی نه، واقعیه، بگایی‌عه.

از این همه خبر خوندن و باز هم از همه‌جا بی‌خبر بودن خسته‌ام. تموم شید دیگه لعنتیا.

even in decaying there's still glimpse of hope, but in me? i don't think so.