اگزیستانسیال

will the realization ever dawn upon you the way it did to me?

just bomb the whole world atp.

در تایم‌لاینی که داخل نیویورک‌تایمز نماز جماعت برگزار میشه، تنها مقصد ایده‌آل مهاجرت اون دنیاست.

اخه مگه چقدر این دنیا ميتونه بدون عدالت باشه؟ البته که میدونستم چقدر، اما دیگه نه تا این حد.

اگر قرار نیست تموم بشه یک خبری بدید حداقل تا برم یک تفنگ و چند عدد تیر بگیرم خودم رو تموم کنم.

جدی دیگه نمیتونم. توان و کششِ جسمی و روحی‌ام به باریک‌ترین نقطه خودش رسیده و هر آن امکان داره پاره بشه.

i'm not patient. if something is going to happen, let it happen. otherwise i'll go buy a gun.

keep on wondering around about how things could've been better, to buy some more time to survive.

you don't deserve to be like me either in the good or bad way, cause you'll be the one suffering.

i never wanted from anyone to put themselves in my shoes and see how it feels to be like me bc they may not survive the first 2 hours and it's humiliating.

you may say i'm trauma dumping, but that shit really happened to me.

remember to die before trying to talk about how you feel to someone you shouldn't say a single word.

2:00 you fade away, every day, faster.

in my mind, who's gonna answer my question? my biggest fear is not coming back home.