اگزیستانسیال

i was just a prize for others minds. i am not your kind, that is the motive of my demise.

5:00 i don’t want to spend a second here anymore. you’ve all confused me, since i was born.

silent jailing can't affect me, actually i enjoy a little bit of quietness after all.

i speak to 5 ppl in a day that 2 of them is me and that's still overwhelming for me.

i don't need to worry about losing ppl bc i didn't have many of them in the first place.

if you ever thought your ignorance can effect me, you should think twice. i literally dgaf.

shout-out to music when i had nobody to talk to.

4:46 i know, you've been pushing all day.

oh, heavy, hot, and humid, stretching myself thin. oh, what happened to gradual intentions? oh, what heavy nothings.

if something is catching in your throat just at the edges of these moments, this must be it, not whatever i tell myself it is.

fear is all pervasive, it's all around me every day, like air that stops breathing. the sun and everything spills down, like the thoughts that left me no answer.

god or whatever abandoned me so hard that i can't even get drunk properly.

i feel like a divorced dad who went to buy some milk and never came back.

they said death will ring your doorbell when it's time, but don't you think it's getting too late honey? papa is getting worried.