اگزیستانسیال

idk. you do what you do and please stay the fuck away from me.

you may say why should we celebrate death, well i should say why tf we should celebrate birth that would ends up the death itself anyway?

i'll never celebrate something that i never wanted to happen. from birth to something successful. even death. there's nothing valuable in this world to celebrate it.

celebration is the modern way of accepting an unwilling fate.

i never liked the concept of celebrating. what if it never happened and things would be better off with it?

i need to come back to the mother nature's womb where i am buried 6ft underground.

even dying in this economy costs so much money, the best i can do is to disappear.

why can't we just die and then come back when everything gets better?

the concept of surviving that long that i may see my 30s, scares the shit out of me.

i'm in my 20s but i've 30s & 40s problems.

turning to me, tell me, can you feel it? when i'm all alone, tell me, can you feel it?

3:11 despair, it feels like home when I'm all alone. true care, it kills like hope in a dream where i've lost my own.

so we fool ourselves and weigh off all the time we lost. distill the question with pills and sound. if i leave, will this all calm down?