اگزیستانسیال

4:07 make it stop.

3:21 I wasn't good, my best is not enough.

1:27 a final goodbye to my now ending future, to my now ending dream, dream about life.

I am the way I am because I'm the combination of a paranoid mom and an anxious dad.

if i could time travel, I would erase my entire bloodline from both mom/dad sides so it could be a chance to not exist in this world.

you can't fix me, but a gun could do it.

If you ever let me choose between a cold pillow or a glass of cold water before my sleep, I'd choose a gun.

god knows how powerful i could be if my brain was in my team and not against me.

sometimes we need to forget so we can jump back to it for an off-topic overthink night.

I can’t help but feel that none of this is real. but it’s all I have, I’ll struggle until there’s nothing. I see nothing at all.

"you tryna hang ou-" yeah bro give me a rope.

I would not talk to the point that I couldn't even open my mouth rather than talking to this human race.