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1:26 been crushed, been fucked, been used, new man born from all of this. saw it coming for a long time. punishing me no more.

my way, right way. dark haze, long daze. feel it pulling me thru life thru pain, condemned. i burn for this hell on earth. saw it coming for a long time, now i've given you all you could ever need.

RELEASE ME FROM THIS FUCKASS COUNTRY.

"Are you okay?" no I want to leave this country and start a new life.

i tried to escape from it, but i failed. too many times actually. it's like a never ending cycle of existential crisis.

it may make me look insane, but unfortunately or not, this is what i am.

i never tried to fully explain how i feel since i knew i'd get executed for it or sent to a mental hospital for it.

it doesn't matter what it would cost, the matter is to feel. rather alive or dead. just to feel something.

everytime i finally get close to explaining it, i realise i don't even feel that way anymore.

and i can feel my influence dpreading out around me and living on my guilt. and i can feel how real it is saying, “we don’t know anything”.

1:39 i’m calling, and i’m calling, but not no one is standing at the river bank calling out my name. and i can feel the soil and silt, i’m calling and i’m calling like no one ever did.

i feel so designed, so made to know, that there is no place in time in backwards-flow, and this is all there is. and i close my eyes, and i’m not depressed or anything, i just close my eyes. this is all there is.

imagine what they did to us that we're manifesting a fucking war so they can all die, or luckily us too.

we may not be in a war but we have the mentality of it and who knows, maybe we WILL be in it soon.

i'm laying in bed with the nervous system of someone who is going to war.