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since i was 13, i knew i was filled with doom, gloom, despair and yearning for something just out of reach.

there should've been a source of hope and desire to live in me, but it has dried years ago.

it may sounds weird, but i don't concern anything that would end my miserable life.

i’ve lived my entire life not wanting to exist.

some days i wish that Iife was colder, wish i had no one to live for. some days i feel myself getting older, what's there to live for?

please don't aive me another chance, i don't deserve it.

some days i wish that Iife was colder, wish i had no one to live for. some days i feel myself getting older, what's there to live for?

some days i wish that Iife was colder, wish i had no one to live for. some days i feel myself getting older, what's there to live for😀?

some days i feel like i deserve to die. please don't give me another chance. some days i feel like i'm the king of the world that can win, with no advance⭐️.

3:06 my veins are bleeding, i'm unconscious. i remember the delusion of my mind drowning these false emotions of happiness.

3:06 my veins are bleeding, i'm unconscious. i remember the delusion of my mind drowning these false emotions of happiness🤡.

i try feel the smell of dawn, but only i have the dust of this dream when i awake🤡.

thy sky was deep, the forest was cold, soft as air. my scars are open again. i'm lost in this desolate silence. my laments are drowned by pain.

in the memory my soul walks every night in ⭐️ solitude. moments of⭐️ nostalgia lead me to ⭐️ the dark, it is a desolate river of blood.⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

hate it when my brain talks way louder than me. i can't fucking hear shit. even myself.