мд

im scared

mom am i weak

it doesn't feel good

i gave up ig

im no longer hoping for miracles to happen

what kinda feeling is that

yet my face still steady

theres volcano burning inside me

but me here in life still standing

everything seems little shifted somehow

idk

hey

O’rtaxlar You’re never gonna feel ready because ready isn’t feeling it’s a decision.

pov: md back in 2022\23

pathetic

i lied. im jealous. i hope every bitch who looks at u gets hit by a double decker bus