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Vikram Seth, “All You Who Sleep Tonight”

Conrad Veidt in a portrait shot as Cesare the Somnambulist in the 1919 film THE CABINET OF DR CALIGARI.

@mogutofuoes (twitter)

Patroclus & Achilles. © HikariToriumi on twitter.

I can't see it in myself to forgive you. "I forgive you" it's an easy phrase, and I keep repeating it again and again, practicing how my mouth will pronounce it, how my expressions will shift to be gentle, reassuring you that my forgiveness is real. But I can't, not that you care in the first place, But I miss you, I miss looking in your face and seeing the friend I admire, not the memories of what you've done. I miss talking to you without feeling like there's a ball of dirty laundry in my throat, identifying you as my best friend and not a person who makes me sick. All I think about is the things you've done. Maybe it'd be easier if you asked for forgiveness. I think I would've forgiven you. But you don't even know what you've done wrong, and the chances that you'd think that this is about you is below zero.

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恋 - 1993

spring, 1931

Roya Marsh, from dayliGht; “in broad dayliGht black lovers look guest”

Sujata Bhatt, from Poppies in translation; “A different incarnation”

Monet painting details

"I have the overwhelming urge to be loved, So I can be better Than how you left me" Cr: freshphrogie