˙⋆ ડ𝗎𝐧𝗂'𝗌 ᥴ𝖺𝐕𝖾 ꩜ ｡

‌ ⋆ ➤  I show the scars of every fear and doubt I hurt myself to let the darkness out, out The days go by and nothing brings me joy The glow was strong when I was a boy But it's gone And the glow, it goes So slow, it goes Cracks appear and passion slips away The colours fade and turn to shades of grey For you wait And the glow, it goes So slow, it goes If you knew the man I used to be Please hold me under the sea I'll scratch my arms till they bleed Save me Will you help me to feel? The glow, it goes So slow, it goes

‌ ⋆ ➤ Lucy's underground, she's never coming back Am I still alive, or has the light gone black? Take me underground, take me all the way Bring me to the fire, throw me in the flame So, show me love You've got your hands on the button now Sure enough You've got your hand on the button now I'd rather die, I'd rather die Than to be with you

‌ ⋆ ➤ And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight But my hand's been broken one too many times So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude Words, they always win, but I know I'll lose And I'd sing a song that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up

‌ ⋆ ➤ It's not the room, not beginning Not the crowd, not winning Not the planet, not spinning Not a ruse, not heat Not the fire lapping up the creek Not food, not to eat Not what you really wanted Nor the mess in your purse Nor the bed that is haunted With a blanket of thirst It's not the hunger revealing Nor the ricochet in the cave Nor the hand that is healing Nor the nameless grave

⋆ ➤  This is my way of saying goodbye 'Cause I can't do it face to face I'm talking to you before No matter what happens now You shouldn't be afraid Because I know today has been The most perfect day I've ever seen

⋆ ➤  Christmas eve with your mother and sis Don't wanna fight but your mother insists Dog's white teeth slice right through my fist Drive to the ER and you put me on risk Grocery store list, now you get pissed Unchecked calls and messages I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy I just wanna be a part of your family

⋆ ➤  She told me not to step on the cracks I told her not to fuss and relax Pretty little face stopped me in my tracks But now she sleeps with one eye open But that's the price she'll pay I took a knife and cut out her eye I took it home and watched it wither and die Well, she's lucky that I didn't slip her a smile That's why she sleeps with one eye open, oh But that's the price she'll pay I said, "Hey, girl with one eye Get your filthy fingers out of my pie" I said, "Hey, girl with one eye I'll cut your little heart out 'cause you made me cry"

⋆ ➤  I walked down the mall, stand over by the wall Where I can see it all, find out who ya call Lead you to the supermarket checkouts Some specials and rat food, get lost in the crowd one way, or another

⋆ ➤  I hate you for what you did And I miss you like a little kid I faked it every time, but that's alright I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all You gave me fifteen hundred to see your hypnotherapist I only went one time, you let it slide Fell on hard times a year ago Was hoping you would let it go and you did I have emotional motion sickness Somebody roll the windows down There are no words in the English language I could scream to drown you out I'm on the outside lookin' through You're throwin' rocks around your room And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass I'll be glad that I made it out And sorry that it all went down like it did