dairy
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Between illusion and reality, I lost my heart; I wish I hadn't turned to you that time.
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تواطأتِ الظلُّ والريحُ والذكَرَىٰ
فَغدَتْ الخَيانةُ في الدروبِ مسرّىٰ
وتحادَثا تحتَ الظّلالِ كأنّمَا
لم أكنِ الحُبَّ الذي كَانا ومسرىٰ
ضحكا وهمسَتْ والهوىٰ يتمايلُ
وأنا الجلوسُ أراقبُ المجرىٰ
كُنتُ الوريدَ وكنتُ للروحِ المُنىٰ
واليومَ صِرتُ علىٰ الدُموعِ أسرىٰ
غدرُ العيونِ أشدُّ من طعنِ القَنَا
فكيفَ يُشفىٰ القلبُ إن خانَ الورىٰ .
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لقد رأيتك في مَنامي ليلةً
فَنسيت مَاقد كان مِن أحَزان
وحَسبت نومي في حُضورك يقظةً
حَتى أفقت عِلى فراقٍ ثانِ
لو كُنت أعَلم أن الحَلم يَجمعنا
لأغمضت أجَفاني طول الدهَر .
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I realized that some feelings do not hurt us because they are wrong, but because they were placed in the wrong place. And the hardest thing about it is not what happened, but what we wished would never happen.
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I wish I hadn't built a world in my imagination that resembled you, and hadn't made you a part of my wishes without you knowing. I wish I hadn't listened to that voice inside me that was telling me that you were something different, so I believed it, and lost myself between expectation and illusion.
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I say I'm at war, but I'm at war with my heart and mind; they both say the opposite. I don't care what they say; I want her with me forever, and I will be with her even if God takes me.
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My longing for you has killed me, and you have not returned, and you have left my heart bound in torment. You traveled away from me, with no farewell to be hoped for, and you became a memory nestled in my ribs. Oh, if only your voice were still in my mind, or if only your image were far away in the darkness.
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O you who occupy the eyes, how did you steal me away and I fell into the forbidden thing I was wary of? O you who steal breaths, how did you toy with me, and I am the secretive, the clever, the cautious one?
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I am afraid that the thought of losing you will haunt me until the end of my life, so I will stay where I am until I die.
