eleutheromania,

My baby blue.

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خیلی بدم میاد که مکالمه‌م با یک نفر رو از قبل چند بار توی ذهنم تمرین می‌کنم، بعد زمان اصلی مکالمه که می‌رسه طرف مقابلم طبق اون پیش نمیره. ما یک فیلمنامه‌ای این‌جا داریم! چرا طبق همون پیش نمی‌ری؟ من به این سوالی که گفتی قبلا فکر نکردم، الان هم اگه بخوام بهش فکر کنم کلی طول می‌کشه!

Dear autumn.

So much of me is tied to you. You shaped the whole world that little Lily carried inside her—every dream, every imagined life—and somehow, you made it all feel real. From the very first moment I saw you on that screen, I knew that a part of me would grow alongside you. And that feeling never faded; it only grew roots within me. Somewhere along the way, you stopped being just someone I loved and became a part of who I am. -to blondie.

Oh im the cherry on top.

He's the closest thing I can relate to a superhero, just a regular dude but with superpowers. Unlike most heroes who have their lives all figured out, Spider-Man still struggles with day to day problems, trying to balance social life, job, school, finances, etc. Nonetheless, the best aspect of his character is the will & determination to always do the right thing, regardless of the circumstances. Despite having so much power, unlike many who'd become corrupt by it, he uses it for good. And as "cringe" as it might sound, Spider-Man truly inspires me to be a better version of myself. Generous, brave, & empathetic to others no matter where you're standing, because no one is inherently superior to anyone else. Everyone is fighting their personal villains trying to make a difference. He's taught me that just because you can doesn't mean you should. Made me realize that mistakes do not define you as a person. And no matter how many times life knocks you down, you always have the choice to get back up.

و در اخر برای ژینای عزیزم که خود زندگی بود.