surrender

tally up the girls that he fucked till i wonder why

i’m a sad shell of a woman and i’ve got maggots for brains

and the colors are all flat

i feel rotten

i feel dirty

i’m a train off of the track

i’m a zombie in my body

till you didn’t want the part

i thought that we played the perfect couple

give me back my time and i will give you back your hearttt

till i made it harddd

you said that i made loving look easy

tell me something honest so the memory turns darkkkk

for taking her sideee

i resent youuu

and what i let slideee

i regret youuuu