too young to choose it

We sat in my bedroom And I hear your heart like a train on the tracks Your eyes are like Heaven, your voice is like rain 11:11s, they all hear your name I'm too shy to tell you the words on my mind I hope you can see if you read through these lines

If you ever cared, well, I wouldn't know Blame it on a bad manic episode When you meet a girl on some TV show There's a side of you that she'll never know Tell all your friends that she's the one And you can say it's love

And the church bells won't stop ringing For an undead wedding day And you've spent the summer drinking While I spent it being erased And I tried to hide the feeling But it just won't go away Let's pretend nothing happened, I agree But you're a much better actor than me

Yeah, you remind me of how little I deserve

And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt

But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned

And all the nights with your friends around,Ignoring me so they won't find out,You can act real cool 'cause it's over now,But man, you cried when it all went down,And no one believed me, you gaslighted feelings,'Til you had me thinking that I was the reason,That I was fucking losing my mind.

Every word of this fucking album is literally how I feel.

Everyone trusts you, they love you out loud You won't hurt a fly, but we're flying up now And all that goes up, well, it's got to come down

I know that it's in me to really love someone

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