𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡𝙮𝙏𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙨‏🌺

“Yes, I sleep, I sleep a lot, I’ve been sleeping for years. What else can I do?”

“Fyodor dostoevsky once wrote 'i want to talk about everything with at least one person the way I talk about things with myself.”

​The nights are long, and I am hunted by my own thoughts.

“And Metallica said: You pretend it doesn't bother you at all, but deep down, you just want to explode.”

“We are all trying to heal from things we don't speak about, wishing someone could see through our silence, and pretending everything is okay when it’s not, looking for a break from our own thoughts, even just for a moment, hoping that tomorrow will be a little lighter than today.”

“Kafka said, I am nothing to anyone. this is my greatest and saddest freedom.”

“I won't pretend to be someone else to be loved. If my silence or my true self bothers you, the door is open. I won't change who I am just to keep anyone around.”

“Nirvana said: Oh well, whatever, nevermind.”

“I stopped explaining myself. People hear what they want to hear anyway.” - Yukio Mishima, Confessions Of A Mask

“I am at a point in my life where I just want to hug someone and tell them how tired and drained I really am, someone who can make me feel safe, seen, secured, and protected.” - she Is me, Vishakha Jain

“Dostoevsky said, 'You overthink because you fear you're right.' At the same time, Kafka said, 'You overthink because you're afraid of being wrong.”

“My terrible and unstoppable habit of overthinking and analyzing everything completely takes away my energy. I question the truth of everything, and I am even not sure about my own unsure feeling.” - Letter To Louise Colet, Gustave Flaubert

“And then I waited... For a call, For a text, For some sort of message to be sent. A message that said "I'm still here," "I still want this," "I'm not going anywhere," but messages are kind of funny that way, aren't they? Even no message is always a message.”?(:

In another life we’ll meet each other in a better way

you were never mine, never mind

صادقانه بگویم، حوصله ندارم. دوست دارم دست از سرم بردارند.